Wishful Thinker

ordinary ♡

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it's ordinary to love the beautiful
but it's beautiful to love the ordinary

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everything looks good on a mannequin
with slender hourglass body and perfect height
that is almost as abnormal or rare
for someone to even have the resemblance
how many times do we get fooled?
how many times do we break down in front of the mirror
realizing it's far from our expectations?
how many times do we get the burning desire but end up in surrender?

don't make those models on tv or the covergirls as the standard of beauty
they are almost as nonexistent
don't expect such beautiful storylines
like those books and movies
as your life goals
you'll end up chasing your own tail
no you're not the damsel in distress
and no such knight in shining armour is going to save you
you are you
and your story is yours
don't try to compare it with somebody else's .

if you're a sucker for romance like i am,
having an overflowing love
yet to be given to the chosen one
and crying self to sleep every lonely night
wondering why life isn't as good like the dreams,
chin up.
the problem is with the world, not with you
and no, you're not alone

everyone falls in love with beautiful faces
that sometimes hide a cunning snake behind
everyone overlooks those they don't find eye catching
maybe no one ever tried looking into their souls
it needs deep thoughts, understanding,
patience and sometimes, sanity.
they need to know uncertainty
they need to understand infinity

you might not be the one who gets the whistlings in the hallways
your phone might not be blowing up every night with sweet wishes
do you know the beauty behind it?
God made you perfectly just for the right one
He is keeping you away from the wrong ones
and who knows?
maybe if you stay away from the wrong ones far enough
He will keep your right one away from their wrong ones
so have you ever wondered how beautiful of a love story will it be?

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what i'm tryna say right here is, if you're still single and sexually frustrated af, chill . the time is not right yet. don't go wasting your time and love for the wrong ones, alright? imagine how little is your love that's left for the right one later if you keep giving it away to nothing. :)