/wɪʃfʊl θɪŋkə/ . of the unreachable dreams .
"you don't understand me, you never do
you never see words the way I always do
now I will bombard you with words
see if you will ever be lost for words"
started : 180219
ended : 181205
late in my 16th year, I had a realization as merry and festive you could think one would have their birthday, it's not always 'happy' like in the common phrase the string of wishes said with joyful smiles.
once at a certain 12 a.m., a girl was crying on her phone her family couldn't care less the only voice soothing her rage was her friend's, on the other line
simple birthday wish turned to serious life altering decisions it was nearing two she couldn't hold her tears too concerned or relieved, she couldn't tell was the game worth a retry or a quit even her worst nightmares won't tell the answer she was seeking for
but the reality did a girl last seen at 10 a voice last heard at 2 a heart last beat at 6
when asked, a smile was always the reply "if she could only be happy on her birthday for once, then let it be today."
happy birthday, friend like the last time I saw you, I hope you're still that happy somewhere.
____ . ____
isn't it crazy that every year we celebrate our birthday, but we don't realize that we celebrate our deathday too,
and they could be on the same day?
the poem wasn't really a true story, but yes I stayed up with my friend, who was depressed on her birthday. but she most certainly didnot take away her life the next morning.
speaking of birthdays, it's mine today! 😁😁😁
probably gonna celebrate like dis
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lol jk
I should have written a cheerful poem not a depressing one on my birthday but nahh
