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we got into more fights than we made up
i was defending our friendship
while you were defending him
our daily chats weren't private anymore
why did he know everything we texted about?
why did we get in a big fight because i told him something about you?
i was not trying to make that fair
i told him one
you told him a hundred
yet i never said a word about it
let alone venting my anger on you.
but you're getting on my nerves now
i shouldn't be hating on you
i'm not even sure if i love you either
i did not bother to say hi when i saw you at the mall
yet i still wait for you on dismissal to walk together
but he always got in the way
and the pathways won't fit for three
so i ended up walking in the back
yet i thought tomorrow will be different
we never said we were best friends
we never linked our pinkies nor said the cliche three letters
but we both knew we were perfect for each other
or was it just my thought?
i'm really sorry
if i see more of your flaws than your beauty now
our paths should not have crossed at all
i should not have replied to your text
i'm really sorry
that i let you in
i don't mind that you stayed
but i once thought of walking away.
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Wishful Thinker
Poetry/wɪʃfʊl θɪŋkə/ . of the unreachable dreams . "you don't understand me, you never do you never see words the way I always do now I will bombard you with words see if you will ever be lost for words" started : 180219 ended : 181205
