Take Me With You: Calum Hood Imagine

Take Me With You: Chapter 8

I continually tossed and turned in my bed, getting frustrated every time I got into a new position. It was beginning to get light outside, making it harder to return to sleep. My mind was filled with disconcerting thoughts.

What am I going to do?

The fans seemed to absolutely hate me now, and I've tried so hard to be their friend. I always told myself if I ever became a girlfriend of Calum I'd be like a big sister to the other fans of the 5SOS family. I wanted them to feel like they could talk to me about anything, to know I'd always be there, and of course the boys would be, too. I wanted to be everything Calum wanted in a girlfriend, and do what the fans wanted. As in selfies, keeks, Twitter, Tumblr, the works.

I took a deep breath and turned on to my back, peering at the dark blank ceiling.

The only way to fix this is to confirm that Calum and I are dating...

I glance over at Calum's usually spot in the bed. It's empty.

Guess he's mad at me, too. Maybe I overreacted a bit.. I shouldn't have let what the fans say get between us.

I swore never to let media get between us. I saw what always happened between One Direction, and other celebrities. I didn't want something so trivial breaking us apart. I can't even imagine what they're going to say," 5SOS's bassist, Calum Hood, has a girlfriend? She cheat through Twitter with Band mate Michael Clifford!"

"Calum Hood's secret girlfriend leaked as she cheats with band member Michael Clifford!"

I smack my hands against my face, pulling them down while grunting loudly.

Going against my better judgement I decided to go to Twitter. As I unlock my phone I see I have mentions from Luke, Ashton, Michael, and Calum.The boys were defending me. When I read their tweets it brought me to warm hearted tears. Until I read some of Calum's recent texts to me.

"I'm really sorry."

"I miss you.."

"Cuddles would be nice right now..."

As I read them a wash of guilt rained over me. I never meant to hurt him or upset him. I was just scared. I grabbed my phone once again seeing that it was 6:43 am. Today was August 15th, 2013.. It was strange waking up this early and it not being for school. It was my first year taking on online school. I had always considered it and ever since I become close to the guys, I thought it'd be good just in case they came back to California I could just drive to them and hang out. It seemed like the best option, especially now since I'm dating Calum. I brushed my teeth, washed my face, I put my hair in a messy bun, then headed out in to my bed room to pick out clothes. After looking through for what felt like 20 minutes I decided I didn't care and put on my day of the dead skull graphic white tank top, and black leggings.

"Not like I'm going anywhere," I chuckled and continued down stairs.

Calum seemed to have finally fallen asleep. I giggled and thought maybe I could make breakfast before he wakes up. After the diner incident I went to the store since my coping method required ice cream... I need to go back for more, because after last night.. I can tell there might be a lot more drama.

"I just hope it doesn't break us apart...," I thought struggling to grab the flour from the top shelf," Oh come on you little shit!"

I yelled jumping up in effort to try and grasp it, only pushing it back more.

"Uuugghhh fuck my life..," I began to climb the counter, but before I could get on top and reach for it, Calum was reaching at the side of me, pulling the flour down.