My eyes are swollen because of crying last night.
And as much as possible I want to go out in Yllan's condo without him knowing it.
Pero parang malabo na ata yun. Alas nuwebe na kasi ng umaga.
It's either he's still here or he's already on his work.
Malalaki ang naging hakbang kong nagtungo sa baba.
Ilang hakbang nalang ang layo ko sa pintuan nung bigla itong bumukas at bumungad saakin ang mapanuring tingin ni Trixie.
My heart started to pound.
"Oh Czayrina! What are you doing here?" She asked me while her eyebrows furrowed.
"U-h? I.. Ahm I slept here last night. Dont worry aalis na ako" I tried to excuse myself.
But she just stand in the door. Na naging dahilan nang hindi ko paglabas.
Bakit ba nagi guilty ako? Wala naman kaming ginawa na masama diba?
In fact hindi pa kami nagkita ngayong umaga.
And she has Yllan's key? Ibig sabihin lang nun ay palagi siya dito.
Of course. Silly me.
She crossed her arms in her chest. Bitch mode?
"Stop lying Czayrina. Did you two sleep together?" Nakataas pa din yung isa niyang kilay.
Kinalma ko yung sarili ko, baka mamaya niyan ay hindi ko maiwasan na sunggaban nalang siya at ingudngod yung mukha niya sa sahig.
Pasalamat siya at buntis siya. Kung hindi ay baka kanina pa siya tumilapon sa labas.
"No. It's not what you think Trixie" tugon ko.
Nagulat ako nung palatak itong tumawa.
"Really? You know I dont have any issue with you but if you're here to hurt Yllan again. Im telling you, ako ang makakalaban mo" anito.
And this time ako na ang natawa. Sino siya para katakutan ko?
Maybe she dont know a thing about my life. And I really pity her for that.
"I wont hurt him again. We just talked and we're over. You still have a problem with that?" Ako naman ang nagtaas ng kilay sakaniya.
Nakita kong biglang sumeryoso yung mukha niya.
Does it ring a bell? Tsk.
"Kay Yllan wala sayo meron. Look Czayrina. Ako ang kasama ni Yllan nung mga panahong iniwan mo siya at hindi ako papayag na magawan mo na naman siya ng masama" she paused and smiled at me. "And Im starting to like him so fuck off" she smiled at me again.
"Im done. He's all yours and I dont care. Bagay kayo and best wishes" I smiled at her and pointed her tummy.
Nanlaki ang kaniyang mga mata at hindi makapaniwalang nakatingin saakin.
I just pushed her away from my way. Now tell me who's the real bitch here huh?
NOONG nakasakay na ako sa taxi ay dun ko lang naramdaman na kanina pa pala nanginginig yung tuhod ko.
Ihinalamos ko yung palad ko sa mukha ko.
'Just disppear like what you did eight years ago'
'Im starting to like him so fuck off'
Palihim akong napasuntok sa upuan na nasa harapan ko.
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