Let Me Love You(COMPLETED)

LMLY: 41

I smiled with satisfaction as I stare at the ambiance that surrounded me.

Colorful and dazzling flowers are everywhere.

Mr. Sun is also smiling at me but it doesnt give pain in my skin.

My white dress perfectly suits my milky white skin.

I closed my eyes while I let the cold breeze touch my face. I hugged myself as it blew colder.

"You came bunso" a baritone and sweet voice echoed at the place I am in.

I slowly open my eyes and a silhouette of a person welcome me.

Hindi ko pa siya masyadong maaninag dahil sa pagtama ng araw sa likuran niya pero nung magsimula siyang maglakad papalapit saakin ay natuod ako sa aking kinatatayuan.

Kuya Zyrus....

I didnt speak, I just stare at him while crying.

When he opened his arms wide I run towards him and he let me lean on his chest.

I cant help myself but to cry hard. He chuckled and tighten our hugs. I missed him so much.

"I missed you so much Kuya Zy" I sobbed he continue caressing my back. I missed him being close to me.

"Sssh. I missed you too kambal. How are you?" Aniya.

Tumingala ako at dun ko lang natitigan ang kaniyang mukha.

Ganun pa din naman siya. Guwapo, makisig at napaka ganda ng mata niya.

He aged, but it doesnt affect his features. We have the same eyes and lips.

"Im so much fine Kuya. How about you? I hope you're okay" I sweetly smiled and let him drag me to the nearest tree.

We sat on its big roots and we both rested our heads. I feel so happy.

"Im okay here bunso. I'm happy. I always have the time to watch you over there" then he pointed something.

Hindi ko yun pinansin at ninamnam nalang ang mga oras na kasama ko siya ngayon.

"Who's Yllan?" Tanong niya saakin.

Biglang bumilis yung pintig nang puso ko nung banggitin niya yung pangalan ng taong yun.

Yllan din kasi ang pangalan nung lalaking palagi sa panaginip ko.

Every night I dream about him. I also remember him calling me 'mo chroi' and baby.

And in my dream, he's my boyfriend.

"The man of my dreams" I giggled, I heard him laugh too. "He always appear in my dream Kuya. How weird is that?" Tsaka ko tumawa ulit.

Nakita ko siyang napatingin saakin, kahit na hindi ako bumaling ay ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagtitig niya saakin.

"In your dream? Do you by chance love him? Or do you feel something towards him?" Sa pagkakataong yun ay napatingin na din ako sakaniya.

The way he say 'love' really sent me shivers down to my spine.

There's a tingling sensation in my stomach.

I gulped, "Y-es. It feels like it's really happening. Every details feel so normal" I smiled upon reminiscing my most memorable experience in dreaming.

Ramdam ko pa din ang mga bisig niyang nakayapos saakin. Yung mga pagdampi ng labi niya sa noo at labi ko.

Yung mga nakakakilig na gestures na ginagawa niya saakin. Parang totoo.