Chapter 2

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Tobias's POV 

I feel awful, I will never forgive myself for what I caused 

Tris's highschool life is a nightmare because of what I did 

How stupid was I back then? I thought all of that just to be accepted by the 'cool kids' 

and I am just as stupid now, I have let this go on for two long 

I never participated but I never stopped it either,  that makes it just as bad.

I still remember the incident clearly; I didn't see her and accidentally bumped into her, she dropped her lunch and I picked it up for her 

I was about to apologize and hand it back to her when I saw them looking and judging  

I knew this was my only chance to prove I was one of them and so using every ounce of my self-control  I ran over to them , still holding it in my hand unwrapped it and took a bite. Every bone in my body going against it. 

She stood there in shock and the nickname formed 

I will never forgive myself for that day, or how long I have let it continue but I have no idea how to stop it 

I just wish I could  

I still remember her as a little kid. Our parents use to be friends and I would often be over at there house playing with her twin Caleb.  I would catch her peek into the living room watching us, as our eyes made contact she would smile at the ground, blushing and run back up the stairs to her room. She was only 8 and I can't help but feel that i took that happiness away from here.

I watch her smile and laugh with my sister    

maybe I didn't take all of it, or maybe she found some more but I feel awful for what I have done

"lets get to class" Zeke said, I nod in agreement 

"better hurry up stiff or you might be late for class" Lynn said as we walked past them, her and Marlene giggling as my fists clench 

She dosen't not deserve this treatment 

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