Promises

Anything For Her

"Teresa Deedee Agnes, when we were little, you used to come into my room at night, and would stay with me until I fell asleep. Even if it took hours, you would never leave my side. 

When Chancellor Paige told me I had to go into the Maze, my first thought was you. How could I leave you at WCKD all by myself. Then you did one of the many brave things you have done in your life... you volunteered to go in with me. Paige didn't like it at first, but you said that they didn't have a choice. They warned you about the Swipe, but all you wanted was to protect me. 

When you first came up to the Glade, I stared into your beautiful eyes and knew that we had a connection. When I tried to kill myself, after Alby got stung, I think I heard you scream the loudest. Knowing that you cared about me, made me fight to stay alive. So that I could live with you by my side. 

In the Scorch, I kissed Brenda. We were in Marcus's place and were drugged. When I opened my eyes I saw you, I thought I was kissing you. But then, I pulled away to see Brenda, and my heart nearly broke, knowing that I had just kissed the girl I didn't love. Teresa, I kissed her because I thought she was you. 

When you betrayed us, I didn't understand where you were coming from. I practically tried to get you out of my mind, because I loved you so much that it hurt to watch you go. However, later on, once you left, I realized that all you wanted to do was help. You didn't mean any harm, you just wanted to save the world, and to be the hero you were destined to be, and I am so sorry it took me so long to realize that. 

When we broke into WCKD, my first thought was you, and how I could avoid you. It hurt too much to even see you, because all I wanted was you by my side 24/7. Once we captured you, I saw the regret in your eyes. I saw how confused you were, because you had NO ONE to talk to. You had no one to express your feelings to, or to tell secrets to, which killed you inside. You were lost, and I should've been there. 

Once I was captured by Janson, I realized how much we needed each other. For a second, I thought you were with them, and I had lost all hope. But then, you knocked Janson out, risking your life and everything you dreamed of...to save me. 

We fought him, and you never took your eyes off of me, which made me feel protected. Teresa, you fought by my side, until we finally defeated him. I was wounded and you wouldn't let me die. Instead, you used everything in you to bring me to that Berg, making sure I reached Paradise. 

When I was laying in your arms on the rooftop, I felt like I finally belonged. You wouldn't let me go. That kiss we shared made something explode in my chest, and I knew then that you were my everything. 

When I finally was on the Berg, I saw the look in your eyes. You didn't want to come with us, because you knew that you would be hated and rejected. You accepted your death, but I still hadn't . Before you fell, you looked at me and smiled, telling me that everything would be ok.

Newt told me about everything you went through after we made it into Paradise. The torture you went through just to keep me out of harms way. And how you became a hero, finding the cure for the Flare. 

When you came to Paradise, Brenda told me lies about the Scorch. She made up horrible things about you, and I believed them, because it was easier to forget you than to remember you. Because Teresa, I still loved you, and as much as I tried I couldn't forget you. 

When I first saw you after the rooftop, I was felt that same feeling. The feeling I felt when you first came into the glade. The same feeling I had when I met you in WCKD. The feeling I get whenever I look into your eyes. 

I never wanted to do anything to you Teresa, my mind just didn't know who to believe, but my heart kept saying you the whole time. 

You sacrificed everything for me, and all I ever did was hurt you. Teresa, I am so sorry for all of the pain I ever caused. You are the bravest, strongest, most beautiful and badass woman that I know. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. 

I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up, and the last thing I see before I fall asleep. I want you to lay in my arms whenever you feel scared, and to tell me everything. I want to be your best friend again, but I also want to be more. 

Teresa Deedee Agnes, will you marry me?" 

Teresa was weak in her knees, and was fighting back "happy" tears. She kneeled down next to Thomas, and stared into his eyes. She cupped his face in her small, fragile hands, "Tom, you are my everything, and I want nothing more than to spend every moment by your side. Yes, I will marry you!" Teresa pulled him in for a kiss. They kissed until they couldn't breath anymore. 

Thomas was then pinned down with Teresa leaving kisses on his lips and down his neck. Thomas sighed , "Damn I love you." 

ahhh I love this chapter so much. It sucks that there won't be any more Maze Runner movies, because I love the cast.