Virginia, 2002
I wake up with a pain on my head. I remember drinking a lot after she left. I see my notebook and I can tell I wrote something last night. A drunk-poet but it's truly beautiful. Then I remember the box, the one that I tossed to my trash last night. I don't wanna see that thing right now, but I just can't throw it away either. I go get it and then go to mom's house. Maybe she can keep this for me.
"David? You looked awful. What happened?" She hug me and let me in. "She left. I'm destroyed. So hard."
"Oh my... I'm sorry about that, David." In this time, I really appreciate the warm hug that mom gave me. It makes me feel better, literally. "Mom, can you keep this box? I can't stand seeing it anymore." I give her the box.
After a breakfast and a shower, I tell mom I will go back to my place. I might be a jerk, for doing what she told me last night, go to Jordyn. I dial her number and wait for a response. "Hi. Jordyn? You're free tonight?"
Mt. Si, 2008
"Hey, is that her?" Taylor points out. Woman, in a baby blue dress, sitting on a chair in front of the cabin. She looked skinnier as I can remember. "Maybe. Seems like her." I answer him while keep my eyes on that figure. She tied her hair, as we can see. "She's still so gorgeous." Taylor muttered. "Yes she is. Come on Taylor. " I wake him up and walk closer and now we can see her clearly. It's really Aubrey. I stop for awhile, can't believe my eyes that she's here. "Come on Dave." Taylor assured me to keep walking.
She's reading a book and didn't see us coming. So I call her first. "Aubrey?" She looks up, with the exact same eyes. Her eyes widened, almost drop her book. "Hi." That is all she can say to me, and then to Taylor. "We glad you came." Taylor says, as he take a deep breath. "Yeah. We thought you will never come."
L.A, 2002
It's another night with Josh, but there's a difference because Jordyn is also here. She got things to be taking care for MTV. We talked a lot every time I was free. and it's surprisingly good. We know our topics, that makes us simply matched with each other.
"You wanna eat or drink something?" She ask me after I finished playing and Josh heading to his room. "Oh. No, you don't have to do anything. I will have takeaway. Easy."
"But I think you take it too much lately." Suddenly that sentence sounds familiar. I clearly remember how I'm so used hearing that. Aubrey said that too. "Dave?" She wakes me up from my mind. "Yes?"
"Haha. You looked tired. I will get you something to eat." She's about to go but I stop her. "No. I really wanna eat takeaway." I smiles to her, trying to get rid of Aubrey's presence in my mind. "Fine. I'll get two for us."
"Okay. Thanks." I give her a kiss before she leaves me.
This is probably the stupidest thing that ever comes up my mind. I shouldn't remember her over takeaway food. That's just stupid. But really, what's she up to, like right now. How's the baby, and many more. I can't stop thinking. Especially with a condition that makes her pregnancy has lot of risks.
Indio, 2002
We are getting ready for the Coachella. And no, things not getting better. I mean...maybe I start to get along again with Nate, but Taylor...damn I can't stand him. Just as I walked in with Jordyn, he rolled his eyes and talk in almost a mocking tone. I don't want her to hear any shit from him so I told her to wait for me at hotel. "Sorry Jordyn. Things just getting worse here. I don't want you get any shit from him. Wait me at hotel, okay?"
"Sure." She frowns and leave me alone.
"What the fuck?" I go to Taylor, in a confronted manner. "Nothing. Just found out you got new girl after her. Happy now?"
"Just shut up! You don't know a damn thing!"
"Oh, really? I see it all."
"She was the one who left me! You hear that? She left me because she had a baby in her!" Taylor go from mocking to a total anger. "What? What did you do to her? I'm gonna fucking beat you, I swear..." We are really in a position of fight but Chris and Nate quickly separate us. "Stop! Both of you." Nate pull my arms from Taylor while Chris holding his.
"If you two really can't get along again, maybe it will our last show and I can't complain." I look to him, questioning. "Don't see me. I heard things that day inside the plane. But I thought you guys will getting back soon as we reunite. But I was wrong."
I let go of Nate's arms, trying to calm myself down and look straight to Taylor. "Okay. This is for the last. I just want you to know.... I swear I'm ready to leave everything to live with her. I don't mind take care her baby even it's not mine."
"What do you mean? Not yours?" Taylor also let go of Chris arms and get his shit together. "I really hope she will say it's mine. But she believes it is yours. She doesn't want me to raise your child. She couldn't imagine that."
"Wh....what? Mine? You sure?"
"She's the one who said that. I mean, I don't care if it's yours. But seems like she is really sure. So she left. Alone. Back to her cabin. Told me to get back to Jordyn. And for additional information. She is... Having a serious condition. But let's just not talking about that. Get your shit together and play your part properly. Like what Nate said, this might be our last." I get my guitar and go to my spot, wait for them to get on theirs.
I watch them all get into position, and Taylor seems bothered. I'm sure he's thinking about Aubrey right now. Maybe after this he will try to get her again. At least she will not ended up being alone, raising kids by herself. She needs someone beside her. And that person is Taylor. Someone that was there for her when I wasn't coming back to her. Then, and now.
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