Shane (COMPLETED)

Chapter Two:

Here is chapter two. i still dont understand why she wanted me to write it online but i hope its a little better than how it was from years ago. it was really dorky when i wrote it back then and it ended up being over a hundred pages on paper O.o but now its like 70-73.... still close. enjoy ^_^.

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Chapter two:

Chloe and Jessie, my two best friends, both found me and dragged me to the window, both laughing loudly. Me, I couldn't get myself in the mood to laugh. Instead I gave encouraging smiles to them. I hadn't seen them in a long time and it didnt help that I looked like a total stranger.

"Damn Shane, what happened to you over the summer?!" Chloe asked loudly. No doubt her eyes were glancing at Gavin. She had always had a sneaky feeling he liked me.

I stifled a giggle, "I don't even know, its like I woke up and pow!" they both looked at my chest on that one and I smacked them.

"Oh shush, I'd be willing to kill someone for your body Shane." Jessie said lightly and sat on the ledge of the window.

"Who was the new hotty you were hanging with this morning?" again Chloe asked loudly, I laughed and told them about Ryan, no doubt they were being louder than necessary on purpose. They wanted to make Gavin jealous so I just let them do as they wished.

"He's my neighbor and just moved from Baltimore. I get a funny feeling with him." I giggled for Chloe's sake, and she squealed. I wasn't lying about the funny feeling but I knew it wasn't like I wanted to go out with him.

"Shane! Finally!" I clamped a hand on Chloe's mouth and Jessie rolled her eyes at us.

The day started and I realized with an increasingly dradful feeling that I had every class with Gavin Nicholas.

When I looked at him each time he walked into all the rooms of my classes I couldn't help but think of one song, your call by secondhand serenade. As I mused over the reason why I blushed and I realized what it meant and looked down, drawing along one of my scars with a pen.
Being locked away from the world and being a freak of nature made me feel like a complete outside because I am. When I was younger I got to a point where I thought I wasn't going to make an escape so I started hurting myself. It took a lot out of me not to give up, but I didn't and so now I tried to live my life with as much love as possible. Even when the people didn't deserve it. You never knew who was in pain, sometimes being an asshole was the only way for someone to be.

In each class Gavin would always sit somewhere behind me. I could hear every word that he would say to some of his friends, they were always about me. I found out super hearing was another side effect from the 'transformation' that had happened overnight.

"She's just seeking attention." I could hear the bitterness in his voice, "like this morning when she threw that balloon at me, childish. Just look at her. She must be desperate, nobody can change that much in one summer."
I hadn't been in school but I still saw people around town at times, maybe he saw me too but why was he being so mean?
It was 4th period when I heard him say this. What happened to the guy I saw this morning? Why did he always try to make my school life miserable? Doesn't he realize how much he already succeeds with his little buddy Brent to do his work too? My eyes stung, why was he so mean and hateful towards me? What happened for me to be the center of his torture? How could he say something like this and be able to sleep at night?

I got up and walked to the door wiping my eyes before grabbing the door, I turned and looked at him in the eyes so he knew that I heard. I turned the door knob while I saw him get up and I slipped through the door. My heartbeat was going haywire and I couldn't understand it. No I could but I didn't want to, admitting to going freaky when I was emotional was just not an option.