03:44 pm
I'm on my way to my mom's place, tired as hell and I want to throw up, but at the same time I'm reeeeally hungry.
I downloaded an app that counts your calorie intake and tells you how much you have to eat to gain or lose weight, in my case it's gaining weight.
I have to take 1700 calories a day, and usually I don't event eat 900 so it's going to be hard but I really need to get better.
I went dancing with my friends yesterday, it was fun, I ate a little, drank a little, smoked a little, it was good. I do have to say though, for those of you who take antidepressants it's not recommended to drink alcohol, so be careful.
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Living with depression and anorexia
No FicciónI think the title is pretty self explanatory, this is a diary of my very wierd life as a 20 year old depressive anorexic. I have no idea if a trigger warning is needed, but obviously if you're sensitive to descriptions of vomiting, self harming, and...
