I was okay for a little while, but I literally just threw up.
I'm in the middle of my exams right now and I'm reeeeally stressed out.
Everything is garbage (Brooklyn99 reference if anyone is watching, and it is literally the best show ever so 10/10 would recommend)
Anyway, I'm dying.
My Tumblr blog is doing okay. To be honest, I started it so that I could complain about life, but I quickly started to get asked about advice on making yourself throw up, and I have people talking to me about their own problems. And even though I do encourage them to do so, and they're not being a bother to me, I realised something.
I literally have 6 followers but the goal of this diary and my blog is to help people, and show them that recovery is possible, I'm still recovering myself. But, if I do want to show that recovery is possible I have to encourage people, and I can't do that if I keep on being negative.
I want to show that ed is not the end of the world even if sometimes it feels like it is.
And people can be very easily triggered, I realise now my input in that.
So from now on, I think I will keep this to complain and only post positive stuff on Tumblr.
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Living with depression and anorexia
ספרות לא בדיוניתI think the title is pretty self explanatory, this is a diary of my very wierd life as a 20 year old depressive anorexic. I have no idea if a trigger warning is needed, but obviously if you're sensitive to descriptions of vomiting, self harming, and...
