10:26
It's been a while since I came on here. I started throwing up quite often again, but it's okay. I forgot to weigh myself today though, and I ate already.
I started taking my meds again, and I went to get my blood tested, and I have a couple of things wrong. I went to check online and it's either because I don't eat enough, which is not surprising, either I'm fucking PREGNANT, and I'm so damn scared.
I'm at my mom's place and she has no idea that I'm in a relationship or that I'm having sex, so I'll have to wait to get home to do a pregnancy test.
Also, tomorrow I'm supposed to be leaving for Lyon. My best friend is in a cinema university, and she wants me to act in it. I'm scared and excited at the same time, but I sure as hell don't have the time to be pregnant right now.
I don't think that I am though, but I'm still scared I might be.
I'm also super cold, even though the weather is nice, I read that it's a side effect of anorexia.
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Living with depression and anorexia
Non-FictionI think the title is pretty self explanatory, this is a diary of my very wierd life as a 20 year old depressive anorexic. I have no idea if a trigger warning is needed, but obviously if you're sensitive to descriptions of vomiting, self harming, and...
