04:21 pm
Haven't been very consistent with posting lately, that's not good. I started a new tumblr on anorexia too, I see very few people that are anorexic because of other issues than weight and body issues, so I thought that I would write my own stuff.
Didn't take my meds today either because I don't feel like it, and because I feel like drinking wine tonight, if the shops are closed I'll just buy more tobacco because I'm out of mine.
I feel like dying right now, seriously. I feel bad, I'm not hungry and I'm disgusted with myself. I threw up yesterday after 10 days of not doing it, which sucks but I did eat way too much yesterday.
08:27 pm
I'm on my way home, my belly hurts so much, as soon as I get home I'm throwing up because oh my god I can't and don't want to hold it in.
I almost didn't eat today either. It's going to hurt so bad.
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Living with depression and anorexia
Non-FictionI think the title is pretty self explanatory, this is a diary of my very wierd life as a 20 year old depressive anorexic. I have no idea if a trigger warning is needed, but obviously if you're sensitive to descriptions of vomiting, self harming, and...
