My Rose- Jaehyun- NCT

11.

Rose's POV.

Jaehyun had been so busy lately that I had started to worry about getting in his way. I knew he struggled to make time for me. We had planned to meet up this week, but I wasn't sure if I should agree. He should be focusing on work, not me. Doubts flooded my head. Is it even right for me to like him? He would never be mine. He will always belong to his fans. I sighed, running my hands through my hair. After arguing with myself, I finally decided that I should at least give him a chance. If he truly liked me, and I truly liked him then won't everything work out? No. I knew better than anybody that that wasn't true. A small part of me regretted saying yes to meeting up with him. But that part of me was nothing compared to the part that wanted him to sweep me off of my feet and confess his love.

I pulled on my teddy bear coat and placed my yellow knitted scarf around my neck. I slipped on my Vans and walked out of the door. My flat was far away from the café so I plugged my headphones in knowing id be walking for a while. I had added some of Jaehyun's songs to my playlist. His song 'try again' soothed my worries and doubts.

'So whenever you ask me how I feel. Please remember, my answer is you'

I could listen to his voice forever. It gave me butterflies. He had the voice of an angel, but I couldn't help but feel that I was wrong for wanting him to spend time with me when he should be working. It was stressing me out.

By the time I had reached the café my nose was red and I felt like my toes were about to fall off. I had missed working and the smell of coffee and Lucy's annoying counselling sessions. I smiled as I entered. Maybe things were finally looking up for me?