My Rose- Jaehyun- NCT

19.

Rose's POV

I really wanted to talk to Jaehyun, but I was frozen on the spot. Me being so used to people not caring caused me to become blind to the fact that I was hurting Jaehyun by ignoring him. Him showing up proved that he cared. I knew that I shouldn't have let Yuta drag me off, but it happened so fast I couldn't stop him. I was sat there staring at the table, fiddling with the napkins that I had set out earlier that morning. Yuta was eating his cake blabbering about nonsense that I wasn't listening to. I was focused purely on my feelings for Jaehyun. Why did I let him walk away? I knew that I needed him, yet I pushed him away. My anxiety had gotten in the way of something good again. Tears began to drip down my face and a concerned looking Yuta began to question me. I stood up and ran out of the café door, leaving Yuta behind. All I wanted was for Jaehyun to hug me and tell me that he forgave me for being such an idiot, but I knew that it wasn't going to happen. The desperate look in Jaehyun's eyes when Yuta pulled me away was stuck in my brain, causing the tears to fall harder. I had made one huge mistake.

Jaehyun's POV

I stormed out of the café pissed. So that's where Yuta had been going. My heart was beating as the anger flowed through me. I didn't realize I was crying until I tasted the salty tears that were falling out of my eyes. I really loved Rose. I knew it was a bit early, but I truly loved her. My heart felt heavy and there was a lump in my throat. Did she love Yuta? I knew I wasn't good enough. I was surprised by the fact that Yuta betrayed me. I slowly walked home to the dorm; the whole time I was trying to calm myself down. Even though we weren't together, I couldn't help but feel heartbroken. Trying to avoid speaking to my members, I entered the dorm and rushed to my room. I slammed myself down on my bed and stuffed my head in between my pillows. As I was about to fall asleep, I heard my phone vibrate.

Message from 🌹

🌹:
I'm sorry..

AUTHORS NOTE

This hasn't been edited yet so if there's any mistakes forgive meeee .