My Rose- Jaehyun- NCT

16.

Yuta's POV

I had known about Rose ever since that night Jaehyun chased after her. He had been acting funny for ages and I wanted to know why. But my god I didn't know he was going after someone so gorgeous. For me, it was love at first sight and I knew that I couldn't let Jaehyun have her. Spending time with Rose made me happy. The depressed thoughts that once consumed my brain disappeared when I was around her. You could call me selfish, but Jaehyun missing that date was the best thing that could've happened. He isn't right for Rose. He never will be. I wanted her to see that I am the one she should love, the one she should fall head over heels for. I'd treat her 100 times better than Jaehyun ever could. I needed that somebody to love. I was struggling more day by day as my mental health was decreasing. I had no will to live anymore. That's why I needed to make rose mine. She gave me something to stay for. I sighed and put my head in my hands. I truly felt bad for going behind Jaehyun's back, but I just didn't know what to do. Tears slid down my face, the salty taste appearing on my tongue.

Rose, please don't leave me like everyone else...