"its just something about you that makes me crawl back for more"
- one of the hardest moments in life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder <3
It had been now a month and 2 weeks and no contact from Alexis. I understand that she needed time, but really. She's not even talking to me. I have no idea where our relationship stands anymore. I love her so goddamn much but its getting really hard because she won't communicate at all.
I visited her everyday for two weeks until she told me no more. She told me she didn't want me to visit or call her at all. That shit hurt me.
A lot.
I've been worried every single day for the past month and two weeks about her. Fuck it. I'm going to go see her.
I got into my car and drove off. When I got there I knocked on the door. She didn't open.
"Alexis" I yelled out. After a few minutes of me waiting outside the door. I went and sat down on her door step. My elbows on my knees and head held in my hands.
Click The door finally opened and revealed Alexis. She looked tired.
I got up quickly and hugged her.
"Grayson, I told you I need time" That was all she said.
"Alexis I'm fucking done okay. You keep saying that but you're getting unhealthier day by day. I don't even think you've been eating. I love you so much, please just let me in. Talk to me. I told you I would listen" I spat out harshly.
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"Go away Grayson, you just won't listen will you", she yelled at me.
That really did it for me. Ive been out here worried about this girl and she doesn't even want me here.
"Fuck it" I said throwing both my hands up in the air.
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And with that I left.
I was so mad.
Alexis's point of view
And with that he left.
He left me.
I collapsed on my couch and started crying again. Everything is turning bad. My boyfriend just left me because I shut him out.