Learn to love me - Phanfiction

Chapter 12

Dan's POV

"Pj's throwing a party on Friday, do you wanna go?" Phil asked me, looking up from his laptop.

"I....I don't know....w-who's gonna be there?" I ask quietly.

"Not sure, probably most of his friends I suppose, and people we know." Phil answered thoughtfully.

I bit my lip, tapping obnoxiously on my laptop. "D-Do you want to go?" I ask.

"Well I don't mind really. Do you?"

"Um....y-yeah okay." I lied, feeling my stomach churn.

Although I have Phil and we are all happy and lovey-dovey, it's not like my social anxiety can just suddenly dissapear from the picture. That kinda stuff just happens in books and movies.

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When that Friday came, I was dreadfully nervous. My palms werw sweating and I felt extremly shaky. Phil and I left for Pj's place.

When we got there, there luckily weren't many people there yet. After nervously saying hi to some people, Phil suggested we go into the garden alone.

Phil's POV

The garden was illuminated by tiny lights along the walls, and the sky a. beautiful shade of dark blue.

"Feel better?" I ask Dan who sat on the grass and crossing his leg. I sat similarly beside him.

"Yes." He anwers simply, smiling sweetly at me. "Thanks."

"For?"

"Picking a nice place for us."

I chuckle, rolling my eyes. I intertwine our fingers, smiling fondly at them. I look up to face Dan as he does the same.

"Your so beautiful." I murmur quietly, staring at Dan's beautiful face.

"N-No i'm not." Dan replied.

"Yes you are."

"No really, I am not!"

"Yes you are! You are so beautiful you don't understand how I see you! I see you and...and my heart....it just beats faster and faster. I hear you speak and it's...it's like music to my ears. I don't care if your cringing from cheesiness, but you are so beautiful, your eyes, smile, dimple, personality, sense of humor everything about you is breautiful and perfect to me!" I say exasperatedly.

Dan smiled down at his hands for a few moments, thinking about what I just said before raising his hands uo to bury his head in them.

"What's wrong?!" I ask worriedly, fearing I had said something wrong.

Dan shook his head, mumbling in his hands something.

"Dan I can't hear you!"

"Your so....so adorable I swear to god oh I love you so so much."

I sigh in relief. "I love you too, I thought I said something wrong."

Dan rolled his eyes. "You could never say something wrong.