After an awkward dinner where I drank lots of wine to keep calm as Joe sat across from Darren and I. Darren was on my last nerve. The whole time he was touching me and insisted that he kissed me every once in awhile. I faked a smile so no one suspected anything, but my heart was breaking more and more everytime I caught a glimpse of Joe.
So after our dinner, it was about 7:45, the club we were going to was a half hour away so we decided to make out way over. So it was Lauren, Jamie, Julia, Meredith, me, Darren, Joe, Brian, Nick, Matt, other Brian who likes squirrels, Joey, Tyler, Jim, and Dylan. So three cars and Nick, Matt, and Joe were the designated drivers that were responsible for getting all of us home.
The Car ride there was nothing special. The only thing was that I was practically on top of Darrens lap because somehow I got stuck sitting in the small middle seat. Darren obviously didnt mind.. Nick was driving Darrens car and I could see Joe behind us driving Brians car. Matt must be behind him in his own car.
At the club, we all parked next to eachother. Darren got out, pulling me with him. Thats when I actually got a good look at Joe. He got out of The drivers seat and stretched. He then put his hands in his pockets and looked down at his shoes as he leaned against the car. He was wearing a short sleeve white dress shirt with black tie and black dress pants. He had a black beret on backwards which made his eyes even more amazing. He noticed I was looking at him and grinned, I gladly returned it, but was being pulled into the club so I couldnt do anything else. Darren brought me right to the bar, where Lauren and I each did 3 shots if something that I thought tasted disgusting, and the. Darren did three more with me. I felt a buzz, but then he dared me to do another three with him, so I did. After many more shots, a couple beers, and lots of dancing, I was feeling great! Darren and I were off to the side of the dance floor grinding and making out on and off. I was totally turned on by him right now. His hair was a mess from my hands and my dress kept riding up from our movements. We walked over to a small table off to the other side of the room where Joey was with a random girl in a chair and Nick was talking to Matt. Darren sat in the chair next to Joey and pulled me on his lap. Darren and Joey were talking for a little while after I was introduced to the random girl whos name was Either Taylor or Tiffany, but I had already forgotten. I was feeling very horny at this point and started pulling on Darren's tie and placed my other hand at the top of his leg. He seemed to take the hint and carried me outside onto a bench. He layed me down and got on top, but then I heard someone yelling.
"Get off of her right now!"-I heard
Darren got up and faced the guy. They were having a heated discussion and I started giggling loudly. Thats when I saw his eyes, crystal blue. It was Joe. I pulled myself up and somehow stumbled over to him. He pulled me into a hug and then Darren freaked out.
"Shes my girlfriend! What is this?!"
"You dont treat her right! I can tell shes hurt, you did something, and I know cuz you had to get her completely wasted to get what you wanted tonight."
"Whatever Joe, this is all your fault. We were perfectly happy and then you messed it up!"
"It was my own decision! I always have and always will love Joe!! I love you too but all you want is physical, you haven't actually attempted anything else for awhile!! We are over Darren!! I dont need you!!"-I yelled
"lily you dont mean that!"
It was too late. I was walking away all confused and wanting nothing more than solitude to stop the buzzing in my head. I found myself on another bench and Joe quietely sat next to me. He went to speak and I just jumped into his arms and started crying. Later he brought me back into the club to grab others to drive home. I wandered off for a moment, to look for Darren and I wish i didnt... I found him with another girl.. It was officially over now.
