After icecream, I slipped back into Joe's car behind Lauren. She was all hyper from the chocolate ice cream she just had and rambled on about unicorns all the way back to the Manor. I didn't say a word, and decided to text Darren telling him that all was well. I didn't want him to know that I was really uncomfortable around Joe at the moment and was ready to burst in tears at any given moment. I had to keep my cool and get through the night.
Back at the manor, Lauren took my stuff and put it in a closet and then dragged me into the living room where the party was starting. Everyone was already drinking, except Nick and Matt who were arguing about what movie to watch. Lauren shoved a bottle into my hand and walked me over to chat with Meredith and Jamie. I quickly downed the first bottle and somehow drank 3 more. Then we did shots and everyone looked soo happy!! We played spin the bottle and I kissed Joey and Brian. Everyone was having sooo much fun, but then I looked to see the bottle facing me again. I looked to see who had spun it and was shocked to see Joe coming towards me... I couldn't do it!! I knew it wouldn't end there if I let him kiss me. My reaction timing was off from the alcohol, and before I knew it, I was full on making out with Joe and everyone was giggling and clapping. My head was all fuzzy and my heart was melting. Joe was mine again for now and I didn't want to give him up again.
About 10 minutes later, Joe was carrying me up to his room. I wanted him soo bad. He was my first and I didn't give a shit if he was going to be my last at the moment. Darren was out of my mind and Joe took the place. He kicked his door open and layed me on his bed. He left me for only a minute to lock the door and I felt my heart pounding. He got on top of me and threw his shirt on the ground. He locked his lips on mine and his hands cupped my face perfectly. His hands were as soft as I remembered. My arms locked around his neck and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"I want you Lily, I want all of you back."--He whispered in my ear before nibbling on my lobe.
"You can have me Joe, damn it I love you so much! Hurry I can't wait any longer!!"-- I said
It happened so quickly, my shirt and bra came off, followed by my pants. I tore off his boxers and he pulled off my panties. He was what I needed. I came after only a minute or two and then he came soon after, filling me completely. Afterwards, he stayed on top of me for awhile, we touched eachother all over and intensely made out. We pulled away, gasping for air and I fell asleep in his arms. Right before dozing off, I heard a quiet buzzing sound coming from the floor. I didn't know or care what it was, I was with Joe.
