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Harry's POV

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Harry's POV

I went back inside the tent, collapsing on the ground as tears burned my eyes.

She was gone. Completely gone. Lost.

I had to get out of here. I couldn't be around her anymore. I couldn't hurt myself anymore trying to fix her.

I grabbed my bag from the ground, throwing it over my shoulder. Asher and Saige were still fighting as I turned away from them, quickly running to the trees.

I fell against a tree, breathing heavily. I couldn't leave. I couldn't leave her. I couldn't leave Asher.

But I had to.

I pushed myself off the tree, running away from them before I could change my mind. Before I could run back to her and beg her to kiss me like she loved me.

Before I could run and wrap my arms around her and tell her she was the only reason I was still here. 

I couldn't bear it. I couldn't bear for her to look me in the eye and tell me she didn't feel the same. I couldn't bear for her to push me away. For her to look at me like she hates me. I couldn't take it.

I ran through the woods, my heart nearly beating out of my chest. I don't know how long I had been running but sweat had soaked through my shirt, my legs were wobbling from running so long, and the sun had begun to come up.

I came across another Sanctuary 33 sign, finding my way there. 

I turned towards the tracks, heading towards the save haven. Somewhere to stop the pain radiating through my heart.

Saige's POV

Asher stormed away from me as I grabbed the legs of one of the men I just killed, shoving my knife in his head, killing the brain.

After I did that, I drug them all away, away from our camp.

I stomped out the fire, grabbing my bag from the ground. "C'mon Asher, we're moving."

He followed me out as I searched the ground for Harry. He was nowhere to be found.

"Where's Harry?" I asked Asher.

"I don't know," he said from the tent. "His bag's gone, his gun too."

He left us.

My knees gave up from under me as I fell to the ground, tears blurring my vision. 

He left me.

I cleared my throat as I blinked the tears away.

No. I told myself. You're not supposed to feel. You're not supposed to mourn him. He left you. You don't need him.

Oh god, but I did. 

I stood up, stopping my trembling hands as they wrapped around his knife on the ground. I shoved it in my holster, walking through the trees, Asher following me.

The ache he left in my heart was the last thing I would feel for him. The last thing I would feel at all. 

Pain made us weak.

Love made us weak.

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