Ex-whitewashed 🍵

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~ hello ~

Just some fore words before you start reading the poem.

This poem is based on a mindset from where I came from (the East; will not specify the country, privacy, but if you know, that's okay.) There's nothing triggering here though but there's a lot of insecurity and colorism here. What triggered me to write this poem is my own experience and things being done to some kpop stars. Their pictures would be filtered so they'd look whiter. It sucks because they're already pretty/handsome even without the filter.

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(mxmrrst is my name without the vowels.)


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But I have brown skin

For so long I've been told

That having white skin would make me prettier

That I should keep out of the sun

Because it might give me a tan

And I'd have brown skin and be ugly again


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My ancestors were called

Little brown Americans

It's twenty first century

We're still stuck glorifying the West

And looking down at our own culture

Because the West seems cooler than ours


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And I have brown skin

They tell me to put this lotion

They tell me to scrub with this soap

They tell me to take in this pill

They tell me to have whiter skin

So I can be prettier to their eyes

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18th century England's beauty standard

Was white skin meant affluence

That you weren't a farmer or a worker

And had people to do the dirty work for you

And could own and buy slaves

The same thinking could still be observed in the East

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But I have brown skin

And I wanted to be pretty

I thought I'd have friends that way

I thought I won't have to be lonely anymore

And I did what they told me to

But I'm still lonely and now, feel ashamed

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Japan, Korea, China, India

And the rest of the East

Still think that white skin is prettier

Brown skin is seen as dirty and poor

Everyone wants to have white skin

White skin still means rich and beautiful

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But I've regained my skin color

For so long I've felt ugly for being brown

While others my age would go crazy over having white skin

I think I'll pass the trend

And I'll just stay being me

Even if it's considered ugly

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