can i really hate them ☕

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They're the ones that promised to take care of me

But also the ones that turn their backs on me

I call them parents, dearest mother and father

Only in title; they are great imposters

I call them family, ones I should feel love,

Ones I have been wanting so badly to leave

Seeing them alive does not make me happy

But seeing them die does not make me happy

In the end, I still want to be served justice

In the end, I just want some source of solace

But can I really hate them after all that

The times they called me names like ugly and fat

The times they sat down with me for a lil' chat

The times they ridiculed what and who I loved

The times they acted like angels from above

I wonder why I feel hate after all that

I still do; it has always been on my mind

It's strange; being with them takes my peace of mind

Strange; if I leave, I know I'll be missing them

Them, who fed, clothe and made sure to give a damn

Over nothing and everything and on me

I'm sure this is toxic; not sure it is

And I don't know what to think of all this

But can I really hate them after all that?

Is it okay to hate them after all that?

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If you noticed I used repeated rhymes here just to give a sense of... IDK annoying feel? Like you have something and you keep going back and forth about it. Hence the repeated rhymes.

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