i'm at a party and all i feel is lonely ☕

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I'm at a party and all i feel is lonely

Everyone here seems to know everyone else's names

I really don't know how to act accordingly

I feel like a leaf flying, falling without aim

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Just a friendless nobody; that is what I am

Have never belonged to someone or to a group

Sometimes, I say that I really don't give a damn

But who am I lying? I'm lonely. I'm lonely.

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There are times where I feel like I have not grown up

I'm still the same. Everyone is growing past me.

I want to say I've changed; that I've become worthy

But who am I lying? I'm lonely. Still lonely.

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Surrounded by all sorts of people, partying,

Jiving, shouting, drinking, playing, chatting, chilling

While I'm writing a poem with this little body

Still at this party and i still feel damn lonely.

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Eh, I started new year with this goddamn party. I wish my parents would stop dragging me to these parties I don't even want to go for Christ's sake I'm fucking 20.

But yea, asides from that, happy new year. I hope this year is kinder to us all.

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