This has been what I've been feeling for days now. I hesitated to post anything on Wattpad or anywhere because of this.
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If you think it sucks
That it is a piece of shit,
Then do not post it
No one is forcing you, hun
So, yes, go ahead
Stick your head back to your bed
Hide in your covers
Run away from this cold world
But don't ever dare
To play that stupid blame game
For you've decided
This ill fate upon yourself
You were scared? So what?
Every goddamn one here is
You have dreams? Oh, dear,
Like everyone does not have
So you think that you're
Talentless or desperate
But what I think is
You're just being dramatic
You think it's easy:
Putting yourself in your art
Then exposing it
To this world who sees you as
Insignificant?
And all you have is some faith
That it'll turn around
That someone will see some light
In what everyone
Sees as junk, garbage or worst.
No, it's not easy
It will never be easy
It does not exist
The thing called perfect timing
This is the real world
Perfect only lives in dreams
Yes, go back to sleep
If you wish to avoid it
You won't ever be
Awesome, good, enough, worthy
But you always can
Try, try now, just try it out
Quit when you figured
That you did not like the chase:
The fear, the worries,
The anxiety of it
The relief, the joy
The power to touch others
----Even change their lives---
By something you've made
You won't ever live
All of your damn dreams, wishes
All of your desires
If you don't dare to post it
Even if it's shit,
Even if it is pointless,
Meaningless---whatever
Well, hun, at least, you tried, right?
YOU ARE READING
Cinnamon Shots
PoetryShots for strong, sweet, bitter, salty and sometimes, the favors mix so well, come see what you can taste from these words. collection of the poems I've written :) some of these poems are in freestyle or measured and rhymed. most of my poems are s...
