I Have Felt All There Is Needed To 🥃

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And nothing else is worth living for

I've fallen in love multiple times
Whether reciprocated or not
I had got my fill of this feeling
Anything else of this makes me puke
I don't want and want to fall in love
I want to feel appreciated, loved
But I'm tired; I think I had enough

I've won in many competitions
Whether it was gold, silver, or bronze
Or simply the pride of joining one
I am sick of it, sick of trying,
Sick of trying to impress someone
I'd appreciate if I won once more
But I'd feel nothing; I had enough

I've tried running, chasing for the stars
I've felt ecstasy, felt joy from it
I felt happiness achieving goals
I felt completed when I've reached them
Even if it's just one fourth of it
And like everything else I've listed,
I forgot why we're given feelings
I forgot why I'm chasing these dreams
I tried; I am tired; I had enough

I've laughed a lot, aloud, quite wildly
I've cried, wailed, wept, and everything else
I've felt a multitude of feelings
I have not experienced everything
I know life has so much more to give
This might be just the boredom talking
But I am tired; I think I had enough

I feel like my life's about to change
But I'm looking at it far away
Like I was not involved in this life
Great changes, great joy is happening
But I can only write the words down
I'd smile but could not feel excitement
I used to be curious and childish
But now, I am just childish and bored
I want to feel life and be happy
But I'm uninspired; I'm beyond tired
I had enough; I had much too much

I think I've felt all there's needed to
I feel there's nothing more to live for

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