"Midoriya!" Bakugo came rushing into the infirmary. There, was Midoriya sitting up straight, watching Bakugo rush over to him. Next thing Bakugo did startled him because he wrapped his arms around him, giving him a hug.
"Kacchan...?" Midoriya was stifled; he couldn't move. He had no idea how to react, but something else caught him off guard. "You're...crying?"
"Shut up damn nerd..." Bakugo started to squeeze even tighter when he said this. "Thank you...for not dying and shit." Midoriya was confused as hell.
"Errr....you're welcome, I guess...?" Bakugo eventually removed himself from Midoriya and sighed, sitting down in that chair where he was sitting from before. It was quiet between the two, now. Midoriya was watching Bakugo and Bakugo just stared at the floor, twiddling with his thumbs. Eventually, Midoriya noticed this. "You're twiddling with your thumbs?" Bakugo's pupil's dilated as he came out of his train of thought and glanced at his hands. "You've never done that before. What's wrong Kacchan?"
Bakugo immediately stood up, "none of your god damn business." He placed his hands in his pockets and slowly walked out of the room.
•••
Midoriya wouldn't be discharged from the infirmary for a couple of days. There was an emptiness in their room without Midoriya there and Bakugo noticed this. He felt like it was so cold and weary in there and that all the light from the room was gone.
•••
Knock! Knock! The knuckles of a student from Class 1A lightly tapped against the oak wooden door, that was opened. "Hey Deku?" A sweet, kind, and gentle voice called out while slowly walking into the infirmary. She walked to where Midoriya's bed was, but he was asleep. She sighed and sat down in the chair. Her hand reached for his as she cupped his left hand in both of her's, rubbing her fingers gently across his skin. "Don't sleep for too long. We still need to talk..." Uraraka looked at her hands which held Midoriya's. She heard shuffling coming out of her right ear and turned her head to discover the source.
Midoriya blinked a couple of times before he sat up. "Talk about what...?" Midoriya's voice was quiet and cracky since he just woke up. He's still not aware of his surroundings so he didn't notice Uraraka holding his hands. She ended up letting go before he had the chance to see.
"Well...it's something important. But it can wait! Are you hungry? I'll go grab you something to eat." Uraraka smiled, standing up from the chair and heading out. But as she left the room, her smile faded. Why couldn't I tell him?
•••
A couple days passed and Midoriya was finally in the clear to return back into the room. He entered the room and was immediately pressed up against the now-closed door. Midoriya's face became red as Bakugo had his left arm right above Midoriya's shoulder, while his left hand was placed flat on the door. Their bodies inches apart. Their faces only centimeters away. Bakugo leaned down and closer towards Midoriya's lips. Midoriya's heated face remained as his face scrunched up. "Kacchan...stop." However, this plead went unheard, for all Bakugo wanted was a taste, a sliver, a bite of Midoriya's precious lips. "KATSUKI!" Midoriya called out when he was only a couple moves away from kissing. Bakugo froze, not moving any further, and not retreating yet. Bakugo just removed his eyes from Midoriya's lips to his eyes, glaring at him with a 'Why-The-Fuck-Did-You-Stop-Me' kind of look. It scared the shit out of Midoriya, but he found the courage to place his hands on Bakugo's chest, forcing him to step back a little.
"What the hell you little shit!"
"Kacchan...w-what are y-you doing?"
Bakugo looked away, hesitating on a response."You're the fucktard that said you fucking love me and now you won't even fucking kiss me, dumb shit!!!!!!!!"
Midoriya's face showed all kinds of shock and confusion. "W-w-well why'd you try to uh k-kkisss me???"
"ARE YOU THAT MUCH OF AN IDIOT?! I'M NOT SAYING ANYTHING!!!"
"Wait....Kacchan. Do you like....me?"
Bakugo gritted his teeth. "FUCK NO!"
"Oh..." Midoriya frowned at the sudden disappointment, and this didn't go unnoticed by Bakugo. "Tsk...I love you, retard."
Thump!
Midoriya's eyes widened and his face became even more red than before. "WHHHHHAT?!!??!!!?!!??!!??!?!???"
"YOU HEARD ME DAMN WELL!! I'M NOT FUCKING REPEATING MYSELF!!!!"
"WAIT!!!?? SINCE WHEN!!!!?"
"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW! IT SUCKS BECAUSE I HATE YOU WITH A FUCKING PASSION YET EVERY TIME I'M AR-" Bakugo stopped, after realizing what the heck he was saying. "Forget it."
It was quiet between those two.
"You know, I'm with Uraraka."
"I fucking know that, damn idiot. Why the fuck are you with her anyways?"
"Cuz I like her. A lot."
"But you love me..." Bakugo attempted at the kiss again. He slowly leaned in, but stopped, just so their eyes can meet. Midoriya gulped, not knowing how to react. Midoriya turned his head to the left to stare at the wall, just so he didn't have to look at Bakugo in the eyes. "Even though I love you, I'm not gonna break up with Uraraka just to be with you because I also really like Uraraka. You had your chance and you blew it."
"Come on Deku...."
Bakugo closer leans in, "Stop it! Don't you see!? I can't. I wouldn't just be betraying her as her boyfriend, but as her friend as well." Midoriya glanced diagonally at the floor, "I care about her way too much to do that to her." Midoriya pushed past Bakugo, walking towards the beds. Bakugo, stayed in front of the door, not knowing what to do or say. His fists clenched and his teeth gritted.But he wasn't angry, because he was crying....
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Lost Again
FanfictionIzuku Midoriya and Katsuki Bakugo has always had a rough relationship, to say the least. Katsuki always hated Izuku, or as he calls him, "Deku", for being a quirkless nobody. His hatred grew even more once Midoriya received his quirk and started att...