Him

chapter 24

It was around 11 and I sat there on the floor staring at the wall. I spotted my shattered phone on the ground and just scoffed.

A minute later my dad walks in. "Ana what's wr-" "mom broke in." Is all i said. I didn't lie, it was the truth, but that wasnt what was wrong with me.

His face went cold and he looked upset. " what? When?" He asked. " today, after E- I woke up from my nap I saw her in my room." I tried to switch up my words, hoping my dad didnt recognize me trying to veer off from his name. He seemed to not notice.

" where is she?" He asked. " I sent her out... She didnt have a right to break in my window.. And disrespect- nevermind." I swallow and he gives me a look. "Ana, wheres E-" " gone." Is all I say and I get up and walk past him and go outside.

I needed air. It was cold out, maybe 40° or colder, and I was wearing Nothing but a tank top and pants.

As I opened the door the could air stung my skin but it felt good. I stepped outside and walked down the driveway. The smell of the cold air and evergreens calmed me down. I took a breath and exhaled. I sat on the hood of my car, and relaxed. For a while

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It was 12 am now and it started to snow. I watched as the little individually crafted flakes fell slowly down from the sky and onto the ground.

Ethans POV
I'm lying face up in bed, thinking of what happened 9 hours ago. I tried to explain myself but she cut me off.

"No! Get out! Get out now! You have a whole girlfriend?!?! What!!? You were always there for me! You helped me! I lost my virginity to you! I gave myself to you! How could you!" She began to scream as tears streamed down her cheeks and sobs escaped her mouth. She cried. I never seen her cry before ever. No emotion.

God I'm such an idiot. Yes I have a girlfriend but she lives in California, and I barely see her. And when i do, she only comes over to fuck. Or to get in my brothers pants. She doesnt think I know but trust me I do.

She cheated on me multiple times, but she denied it. And I never had any evidence that she did. I loved her. I always thought we would work out. But then I met Ana, and now I don't really think what me and Makayla have is true.

She called me today because she is town. And she wanted me to meet with her. I know it was wrong to cheat on her, and not tell Ana about her, but what was i suppose to do? Ruin two girls that mean alot to me?

I decided to go outside, to get some air. I put on my robe and went outside. It was 12:15 am, and the snow started to flurry around in the star filled night sky.

The wind peirced my skin and I let out a breath. The coldness of the wind made my eyes water but I didnt mind. I sat on my porch and stared into the frosty neighborhood.

Ana's POV
As I'm sitting on my car, through the snow falling i see someone across the street. I stare through the snow and spot the face. Ethan. I feel the tears forming in my eyes and I hurry to get off my car. I slip off and run inside. My heart hurt I couldn't even look at him without crying.

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I cried. And cried. And  cried a bt more.

I was just lying there, reminiscing on shit. Everything is just fucked up.

Finally the tears made me tired and I stared to drift off to sleep... With Ethan Dolan on my mind.