Him

EPILOUGE

I take a breath and walk slowly onto he bright green grass, stepping closer to the grey stone standing up underneath a tall Willow tree.

I kneel down and read the words engraved on the stone over and over. Beloved son, brother, and lover. Forever loved and never forgotten.

A single tear slipped from my ducts and glides down my now Rosie cheeks and I wipe it away and sniff.

I close my eyes, take a breath and smile. I open them and I see is warm, bright, smiling face for a quick second and then t disappears into the roses.

I extend my shaking hand and set the bouquet in front of the headstone and control my breathing.

"I miss you.... We all do. And we all love you. I, I love you." I whisper and stand back up and sigh.

I feel a hand glide up my lower back to my shoulder and i set my head on their shoulder. "I miss him." Grayson whispers and I nod and smile. "I know you do." I whisper back and he sniffs and clears his throat.

I feel a small pair of hands wrap around my thigh and i glanced down and a wide smile forms across my face. "Daddy?" He questions pointing at the grave and tears swell up in my eyes and I nod slowly, pressing my lips together to hold back the sobs.

"Yes baby, it's daddy..." I say in a shaky low voice and zip up his small leather jacket. "Where is he?" He whispers in a high voice and I close my eyes and take a breath.

"Daddy is in a better place. He would of loved you... Well he does. But he is right up there," I look up and point up at the sky and he looks up too. "Daddy..." He whispers and he walks over to the stone and hugs it.

The sight of him makes me bust into tears and I start to cry. Grayson wraps his arms around me and kisses my forehead. "Babe, it's okay... I get it. It's hard, even for me." He whispers and I look up at him and he wipes my tears with his thumbs.

He cups my cheeks and pulls me closer and smiles weakly. "It's okay to still miss him Anastasia. I don't blame you. He meant so much to you, to me, to everyone. He would be so proud of you and Ethan ( baby Ethan)..." He says and pecks my lips softly.

"I, I love you Grayson." I whisper and he smiles. "I know you do. But you love Ethan more... I can accept that." He says placing his hand onto my stomach.

I glance down and smile to myself. "I'm glad he has you as a father figure. And I'm glad he is gonna have a brother... Just like you had e." I start to tear up again as I watched my son place a rose onto Ethan's grave and smile.

I miss him. Everyday. 3 years. It's been 3 years but it still hurts my heart when I think of him.

But I know he is watching over me. I feel like he wanted me and Grayson to be together... After he left. I felt it in my heart. He wanted me to move on and be happy with a family...

I found out I was pregnant with Ethan a few weeks after his death. It hit me out of no where. It was like a miracle. It was like he never left. He would always be with me in my son's eyes and heart.

He kept his promise. He was always here. By my side sice the start.

It was HIM... since the very beginning.

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A/n:

So I felt like y'all needed closure. Also I added a twist.

She got pregnant, the night they shared before the car accident... Well t resulted in her pregnancy.

She ended up being with Grayson, just like Ethan wanted. Even though she loves grayson, a major part of her heart will belong to E.

I hope you guys enjoyed and I am so sad to says it's FINALLY the end. Thank you guys for everything. Every comment, vote, read, it means the world! Thank you!!!!

Xoxo motherfuckers, peace 😎

- your fellow depressed virgin