He held me in his arms for a while. He rested his chin on my head while his big muscular arms gentle held onto me. My head was on his chest as my arms were wrapped around his torso. I enjoyed the comfort. And for some reason it felt right.
We released from the hug and then he looked down at me. Into my eyes and I in his. And without question, without warning, and with fault on both of us...
Our lips touched.
For a second, his plump lips on mine and mine on his. For a second and sense of pleasure and comfort raced through my body. For a second it felt right. For a second it lasted.
" I'm, I'm sorry." He whispered, his hands dropping from my face and his face inching away from mine.
" me too... Um... " I studdered. We both felt a sense of shame build up inside us. We knew what happened was wrong, but why in that moment it felt natural.
No Ana get that thought out of your head. You are with Ethan. And him only. You cant be with his I brother, or even develop feelings.
We stood there For a minute until we both broke the silence simultaneously. " I'm gonna-" "you should-" we both said at the same time. We laughed awkwardly then we continued. "um, well yea I'm gonna go. Uh glad u are okay,ill see you later..." He said awkwardly and went in for a hug.
I thought he was gonna give me a handshake which made the situation even akwarder. "oh um..." I said and we chuckled. He dapped me up and then I said my goodbyes. He went out the door and closed it behind him.
Holy fuck.
I paced in my room and felt nauseas. How could I do that to Ethan. Is it cheating!? Of course! But are we even dating?! He never asked me out, right? I mean he did just have a girlfriend a couple hours ago. And he never asked me the words..." Will you go out with me?" So obviously what I did wasnt wrong.
Was it?
Graysons POV
I decided that after the whole confrontation with Makayla and Ana, that I should apologize for how I have been acting towards her.
The first time I met her was when I welcomed her to jersey, And her rack was showing through her shirt. And of course, like the horny fuck I am, just stared at her, in a very sexual way.
And at the party, when she was drunk and I took advantage of her by dancing with her. And when I found out she was at our house, and disrespected her by asking Ethan if I could " borrow" her technically.
I'm such a douche. And I need to work on it.
But something about Ana had me from the start. No not her boobs, but the way she presented herself. She was kind, basic and not a hoe. Which is rare in our school.
But Ethan had her, and thats my bro so of course I'm not gonna hit on her or anything. So I stayed back and kept a distance.
But after the whole thing with her and Ethan at school, and how he didn't tell her he had a girlfriend, and people calling her a slut and whore because of him, it urged me to butt in when I know I shouldn't. So I went over to her house.
I apologized, about everything. Because she deserves better than what is happening right now.
Then I hugged her. And I know a hug isnt a big deal, but for some reason this specific hug felt different. The way her body pressed agaisnt mine and her arms wrapped around my torso and her head leaning against my chest.
But when we released, something happened that shouldn't of happened. And it was both of our fault.
We kissed. And even for that second, it felt so right. And for that second, it felt as if my past has been cleansed and she turned me around. I felt pure again. Which is weird. That one kiss, changed me in a second.
Dont call me crazy, but I think she was the girl who I knew could help me be a better person, but shit why does she have to be with my brother?!
This is so wrong. But how do I cope when I think I feel something for the first time... The very first time.
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A/n:
The tea is HOT AND STEAMY ;)
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Peroooooo I mean maybe this will turn Into a Grayson fanfic..
No no no jk jk jk
Buttttttttttte yes hope you enjoyed
Xoxox motherfuckers, peace <3
- your fellow depressed virgin
I needs stop with these memes! By they are just so great!!!! Hahahahaokineedastoptf!
