The Right Time For Us

*MY QUEEN*

"Phia wake up uuwi na tayo sa hotel na pagiistayan natin" I heard aki's voice.

Pinilit kong idilat ang mga mata ko ng marinig ko ang boses ni akiro. Inilibot ko ang paningin ko. Nandito pa din ako sa kwarto kung saan ako dinala nung lalaki kanina.

I saw akiro's face and I saw his smile. Nakakahawa ang ngiti ni akiro. Sana kaya ko ding ngumiti katulad ng mga ngiti nya. Sana kaya ko din kalimutan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

I nodded and then tumayo na ako at inayos ang sarili ko. Ni hindi ko alam kung paano ako nakatulog siguro dahil na din sa sobrang pagod.

Time past nakarating din kami sa hotel kung saan kami magiistay. Were here at the lobby at pumunta kami sa information desk and I saw a middle age lady standing in front of us.

Kinausap lang ni aki yung middle age babae at may inabot sa kanyang susi at agad na bumaling ang tingin sa'kin.

"So let's go" sabi nya. Sabay kaming umakyat ng 24th floor at pumunta na sa respective rooms namin.

Pagpasok namin sa loob malaki ang nakita ko. Hindi ganito kalaki ang inaasahang kong makita ngayon.

It has 2 rooms complete appliances like flat screen tv. Refrigerator, Kitchen appliances, Sofa, all appliances that a house have.

All of this are expensive and I think this room is a suite or a special suite I guess.

Dinala ako ni akiro sa magiging kwarto ko.

"Like before I choose this to remember the past" sabi naman nya.

"Past?" Takang sabi ko.

"Matagal na ba masyado? Nakalimutan mo na?" Sabi nya with a saddest voice.

And then something pop-up into my mind I used to remember those things I have with akiro those rooms, those memories, those argument, and those sweetness. I remember all of those.

I'll remember now and I think I'm finally home. I miss my bestfriend the two of them but I don't think if jayce remember me or he and isabella are happy for their child.

I hate, I hate the fact that I was dumbfounded. I hate the fact that the bestfriend  I loved more than my another bestfriend is the bestfriend that can break my heart into pieces.

"Don't be sad akiro I'll remember it" sabi ko kay aki.

Bigla namang umaliwalas ang mukha nya nang sabihin ko iyon.

"Are you tired?" Tanong nya.

"A little bit" sabi ko.

"I'm planning to cook our dinner if you're tired go rest and kung gutom ka na ahm..... Iiwan ko yung pagkain sa mesa kumain ka na lang" sabi nya sa'kin.

Bigla naman kumalam ang tiyan ko sa hindi malaman na sitwasyon. Kaya naman I'll choose to go with akiro. Ngayon nandito kami sa kitchen and I'm sitting in the counter and I saw akiro have a beautiful mood to cook.

And I'll remember jayce. All sides, all things even if it's small or big I'll remember him those endearment his care, his scent and I miss calling him my Mr. I miss him damn! All of him I miss those memories we built together even if now or in the past.

"Why are you sad? Is there something wrong?" Rinig kong sabi ni akiro.

Mabilis akong umiling. I don't want to see akiro is worried about me.

"So here let's eat" sabi nya sabay ngumiti ng malapad sa'kin.

We eat and he explain all of this.