Chasing Her Back [COMPLETED]

Chapter 11

Everyday was been a quite hell and heaven at the same time dahil lagi ko syang kasama pero nakikita ko ang paghihirap at bawat daing nya. Wala akong magawa para sa kanya. Ang kasal na inoffer nya, umabot na ng isang taon at walong buwan pero wala pa rin akong naririnig sa kanya tungkol doon. I guess he forgot it. Hindi ko rin naman makuhang magtampo dahil nandito ako para suportahan sya.

Nakahiga sya ngayon sa kama nya, katabi ko. Kakatapos lang syang icheck-up ng doktor nya. I gently wiped my tears upon what his doctor said a while ago.

"Four months. That's the least time allotment that I could give him. If he will insist not to take him at the hospital immediately, there's a possible that four months would be two months as of now."

Parang may bara ang lalamunan ko. Ilang beses akong napabuntong-hininga. "Is there any options, doc?"

Umiling sya. Sumikip ang dibdib ko. "Stage four na ang cancer nya. Sorry but all we can do is to wait for his time till he passed."

Four months?! That couldn't suffice the thirst of wanting each other! Then realization hit me... What I thought to him before came true.

Sana sya nalang ang namatay… Sana…

Napapikit ako at mahigpit na yumakap sa kanya. He's asleep.

"S-sorry..." I whispered. I'm nuts for thinking that before. Kasalanan ko…

Bakit ko nga ba naisip ‘yon noon? Ahhh. Galit pala ako sa kanya. Damn. Kung nakinig lang ako sa kanila lalo na sa kanya wala sanang panahon na nasayang. Hindi sana kami nagkasakitan. Hindi ko sana sya sinuntok. Kung hindi ko sana sya pinagtabuyan… Hindi sana kami nagkahiwalay.

I felt his hands wrapped around my waist and gently pulled me closer to him. “Hmm… What time is it?”

I looked at my wrist watch. “Nine in the morning.” Sagot ko.

“Let’s sleep. I know you still want to sleep. Puyat ka.” Marahan nyang hinalikan ang ulo ko.

“Ikaw na lang. Hindi pa naman ako inaan—“ hindi ko napigilan ang mapahikab sa mismong harapan nya pa. Ughhhh! This is just so frustrating! God knows how much I want to stare at him all night and day. Kung hindi lang sana ako napahikab hindi sya mamimilit. Hindi ko na magagawa ang balak kong magdamag na lang syang bantayan. Kainis.

I smirked. “C’mon. You will sleep or we will do the ritual?”

I managed to raise my eyebrows despite of my eyes that shutting slowly. “What the heck are you talking about? Ahmm.. Ritual?”

“Yeah, ritual. You heard me right. If you won’t sleep with me, hahalayin kita Xheen Monteverde… Servilla.”

Nanlaki ang mga mata kop. Parang nawala bigla ang antok ko. I’m shocked not because he will going to rape me or whatever you called that but because… he called me SERVILLA! Am I dreaming?!