Nerd BUT AIN'T Weird (COMPLETED)

Chapter 52: Pain

Chapter 52

NASTALIA's POV

I know we were called in the training room because we have to train for the remaining days.

The headmasters don't want any bad impressions on our schools.

While walking, I know this people is so confuse on what they are looking at.

Ofcourse I have this fake boyfriend and now, this Sky is holding my hand.

I know that they are thinking that I am a total flirt.

Haaaayst!

"I thought she was in a relationship with Jin?" -girl 1

"I am also confused about that." -girl 2

"Pero official na sila ni Jin." -girl 3

I felt awkward.

"Let go of my hand, now." I whispered.

It's kinda awkward.

The way they talk about me and the way that my heart beats so loud..

..it's too awkward.

"Don't mind them." Sky said.

"Let go of me." I said.

"Okay." He said.

Ayaw ko lang na hawakan niya ang kamay ko for nothing.

Yup, he should protect me because it is one of my dad's commandments but it doesn't change the fact that we are nothing.

Kung masasanay akong lagi siyang ganito, baka mag-expect ako sakanya ng relasyon..

More than friendship.

That hurts right?

Yung sobra niyang pinaparamdam na mahalaga ka sakaniya but then you aren't sure if there's something deeper in it.

Gets nyo ba ako?

When he's giving signs and you suddenly fall on it but you can't say that feelings because you aren't sure if what was that sign for? Kung dapat pa bang ipagpatuloy ang lahat, o gumawa ng closure..

A closure between you and him.

Are you willing to take a risk? Kung sa closure na iyon, maaaring saya o sakit ang maging epekto sa iyo.

Saya dahil maaaring may feelings rin sya sa'yo at maaaring mag-end up kayo sa isa't isa.

At sakit dahil maaaring ikaw lang ang nakakaramdam ng feelings sainyong dalawa.

At yun yung bumabagabag saakin.

Yes I did fall for him..

But I don't even know if he has a feelings for me..

I know we're too young for this things but I am sure that every teens had experience this right?

Hindi ko alam kung tama ba yung sinasabi ko pero..

I need closure.

He's being too careful.

He's always there for me.

At sa tuwing nakikita niyang magkasama kami ni Jin lagi siyang nagwawala.

And also, he tried to kiss me at the training room.

Sinong tangang lalaki ang gagawa nun?

I think he's just playing around.

Ayaw ko..