Blame Me || Jungkook Fanfic

Chapter 2: I Miss You So Much

I suddenly woke up with a feeling of suffocation. I take a look at the clock and it was only 3 A.M. I decided to sleep again but I just can't. This has been going on for almost 3 years me having nightmares but I didn't tell my mom. I don't wanna be a burden to her. She has already enough problems to deal with and I don't wanna be a problem to her besides it was only a nightmare. Just a nightmare that is not real and will never ever happen. After convincing my mind that my nightmare will never happen, I peacefully laid in my bed and slept again.

"Jungkook-ah. Get up it's already 9 A.M." My mother gently whispered to me. I got up and went to the washroom to get ready for today's agenda. When I was done bathing and preparing I went downstairs to eat breakfast. "Mom what's for breakfast?" I asked mom. "Bacon and eggs." She simply answered. She was talking to someone over the phone. Maybe it's about that dinner again later tonight.

I was done eating breakfast and was about to go in my room upstairs but my mom said to get ready already because we will go shopping for clothes for tonight's dinner. So I just grabbed my phone and wore my shoes and head out with mom.

First we went out for lunch since it was already lunchtime when we arrived at the mall then we went to shop mom's clothes. She picked out a floral dress with off-shoulder design. And next we went to shop my clothes but I don't really get it why we need to get formal to a dinner. But I have no choice but to cooperate. I picked out a suit and tie only because it just said formal not like an overly fashioned event. Then we went home.

I was about to plopped down in my bed but my phone got a notification from twitter and I check it out. A tweet from her and it says 'I'm excited for tonight. Gonna hangout with my honey and my best friend' I almost choked on my own saliva when I saw 'my honey' does she mean a dog? Or does she already have a boyfriend? I guess I have no business with her since it's her own life. I just wish happiness in her part. I decided to take a nap since the dinner starts at around 7 P.M. 

=Time Skip (5:30 P.M.)=

"Jungkook wake up. Get ready already it's already 5:30 P.M." My mom woke me from my sleep. I look over my clock and saw the time. I took out my outfit and laid it in my bed. I went to the washroom to take a shower. When I was done preparing I grabbed my phone and earphones and went downstairs to wait for mom.

My went downstairs with her outfit and makeup on and I must say even though she is old she still looks stunning. "Mom you look beautiful still." I complimented her sincerely. "Aww, you look handsome too son." My mom complimented mt back. "Will I or you drive?" She asked me. Maybe it's uncomfortable to her to drive while wearing a dress. "I'll drive there just tell me the address." I said while smiling.

I drove us to the address and to my surprise it was a big house like so big it's almost like a mansion. "Mom, are you sure we're at the right address?" I asked since there's like people inside it's almost like a party. "Yes I'm pretty sure because look there's HyunJae my friend." She said while pointing to a person whom I assumed is HyunJae Imo (Aunt).  

I parked the car nearby and went out to open the car door for mom. We went inside arms locked with each other. "HyunJae-ah!!" My mom shouted while waving her hands up in the air to get the attention of HyunJae Imo. That seemed to caught the her attention because she walks towards is while smiling. 

"Jihye-ah I'm glad you can come to my housewarming party." She said while hugging my mom. "Of course why would I not come. By the way, you're house is amazing." Mom said. "Oh. Is this your son?" She asked while pointing at me. "He's handsome" She said to me while smiling genuinely. "Jungkook-ah, why don't you try to make some friends since tomorrow is your 1st day." She said. "Okay then. But call me if you need me." I just said. I walked around the house and I got myself an alcoholic beverage since I'm of legal age (18 years old Jungkook). 

I roam around the house and found a decent seat. I sip my drink and I sip until it was gone so I walk over the bartender to get a refill luckily I got some refill and went to my seat again.

'Who's he?

'I don't know but he's handsome'

'Yeah I know right'

These girls do not know how to whisper. But since they're talking good things about me, I suppose it's alright. "Hey I'm Lee Jihee." One of the girls that was whispering before said to me. "Are you talking to me?" I said while pointing at myself. "Of course silly." She said while laughing and lightly smacking her palms at my chest. "Ohmy. You have a hard chest." She said while running her hands down my chest. "And strong biceps." Now she was touching my arm. I stopped her hands from going down because it is dangerously close at my 'area'. "Uhm...I think I should go" I said and quickly walk away from her.

As I was walking away I was looking behind me if she was following, luckily she wasn't. While walking I accidentally bumped into someone and their phone fell from their hand. "Sorry. I wasn't looking ahead of me." I said while picking up the phone. I was about to give it back to him but I stopped my hand. "H-hyung?" I said nervously. I was quickly pulled in a hug.

"I miss you so much Jungkook-ah"

=A/N=

'Hyung' is it Taehyung or Jimin???

Read more to find out. Thank you for taking your time to read this. Sorry for any grammatical mistakes and typos.

Written: April 16, 2018

Published: April 16, 2018