To my crush,
Well, what can I say? You're perfect. Tall but not too tall. Intellegent but not over the top. Caring but not suffocating. Kind but not sickly sweet. You always know how to make me smile. It mostly takes time but you always get there in the end, and for that I can't thank you enough.
You make me so happy. Not many people do these days but you really do make me happy. I just feel so happy around you, like anything is possible. For the moments I'm with you it's like I'm a different person. I don't feel so depressed, I understand what it's like to be happy, even if it's just for 10 seconds.
I completly understand why you don't like me. I mean, who would ever like a girl who has the thought of death constantly on her mind? You want someone who loves themself, not someone who hates their reflection so much that they cry when they look in the mirror.
I just want to say sorry for not being the perfect person you deserve to be swooning after you. You deserve so much better, which is why I'm glad you'd rather be with someone so much prettier, smarter, skinner and happier than me.
You're one of the most incredible guys I know; the princess you deserve is waiting for you just around the corner.
Yes, you're my crush, but I'm even prouder to call you my best friend.
Love Emily xxxx
