To my reflection in the mirror,
*I'll start by describing my reflection to you. Medium height (5 foot 5 and a bit inches), enormously fat, disgusting and ugly. *
As much as it pains me to say so, when I look in the mirror I find it hard not to cry. Too many times I break down crying. The reflection is disgusting. I hate it. I wish I had the chance to change everything about it. Believe me, if I could change everything then I would. There is nothing that I like about this reflection.
When I look at photos of myself or look in the mirror, I don't recognise myself. I'm not the person I used to be. I don't even feel like a person any more. I'm a monster and it disgusts me. I hate it. I hate me.
I would say 'love' but I hate you so,
I hate you,
Em x
