To the one I wish I could forgive,
(Hmm, this is hard.)
Well, I guess it seems a little strange writing this to you. I mean, you think you've been forgiven. Which you kinda have. I mean I forgave you the first time, but it took along time. And then the second time I just couldn't quite forgive you for bringing it up again. But I think the third time really blew it.
I really wish I could 100% forgive you but I just don't think I can. Not right now. Maybe some other time, when I'm stronger I will but right now it just feels like you keep letting me down.
We don't seem as close and we fall out a lot, mainly over my mental health. I hate that we fight so much and that's why I really wish that I could forigve you but I don't think I can. You really hurt me, I'm on my way for forgiving but trust me, I will never forget.
Love you lots like jelly tots,
Emily xxxx
