To my dreams,
I take it that this means my dreams as in ambitions and not dreams at night. Well, I'm going to do my ambitions/dreams for this letter any way.
Well my short dream of being happy seems to be drifting further and further away from me. Why are you doing that to me? Why do you seem to make everything impossible? I'm not even sure if this dream is going to be possible, I mean, how can I ever be happy if I don't deserve it? I may just have to get rid of this dream and settle for darkness instead.
My main ambition in life is to be a journalist. I love writing and I hope that some people enjoy my work. I would love to be a journalist, more than anything, but I'm not sure that I will be. I have to get my results to see if I have got into sixth form and then university and I know that I'm not good enough for either of those.
Basically, both of my dreams have been thrown out of the window, but I won't give up on them. I will keep chasing my dreams until I can chase no more. How long that will take all depends on when I have no other choise but to give up.
Please, make yourselves easier to find dreams.
Love Emily xx
