The Hardest YOU Hart!

XXXIV CHAPTER: ASSUMPTIONS, PRETENSIONS AND MISCOMPREHENSIONS

The last memory I have of us together, before she went back to California, to get married with Jordan, after her mother confronted my father and made Nova choose between us and her family.

Her father forced her to leave me and marry a man like she was supposed to, per her status, her values and morals. That was the last thing I heard from her. After the argument with the Waltz, my dad went back to the hospital because he suffered another small heart attack thanks to Nova's parents.

I did not want to listen what Nova had to say to me. Everything was said. Everything was OVER between us!

And after a year, my father is still alive. My bother has graduated from his Doctorate. Uncle Jülien is traveling the world one more time. Trevor and Greggie got officially married in New York, and here I AM, standing in front of a mirror with a wedding dress.

Is it not funny how life changes your questions when you already have the answers?

I mean, if I would have known a year ago, what I do know now, I probably would have not done anything differently, because being honest, even how things ended up between she and I, I had the best time of my life with her. All the tears and the pain were totally worth it.

My mom used to say that pain is inevitable in life, but suffering is optional. And now I realize it is true. Mothers, they know everything about everything. If they do not, they pretend they do, so they can make us believe it and put all or our faith on it to happen.

I AM WAY TOO EXCITED about the wedding. We have the rehearsal dinner in a couple of nights and it is going to be a fantastic winter wonderland theme. The bride and the groom will look marvelous in their outfits with all the glamour and great taste they both have.

Wait a second! Did you guys believe I was going to marry a dude? NO. NO. FUCKING. WAY! I am not turning back to straight, because I never was one. Well, yes, I know I had a boyfriend in the past, and he also was my fiancée, but to be completely honest with you all, now that I am pretty sure about who I really am, I am no longer hiding myself from people, and I am not running away from my path.

That would be such a waste of time. Besides, I would be a complete coward. It is my brother's wedding. He is marrying Charmont Waltz this weekend. They have been together since they met last year. She moved to London to be with him, so she went back to work with her father in their construction company, once and again.

I am more than happy for them both. They deserve each other. They are soon to be the Waltz-Bach family. And the only idea of them both having kids make me the happiest sister/future aunt in the entire wide world. I am going to be a great and very proud aunty someday, eventually.

Right now, I am at the fitting of the wedding dress because I am the 'Maid of Honor'. Char asked me to be her maid for the civil wedding, while Jay asked me to be his Best-Girl for the religious ceremony though, where I am going to wear a tuxido. So it is equally exciting. You know what I mean?

My dad has hired a fantastic band he says, for the reception at our house. Even when he has not told us who they are, because he wants to keep it as a surprise for everybody, especially for the happy couple.

I am also writing my speech for the toast, which is full of hilarious moments I have shared with them both. It must be sincere, deep and funny, too. Otherwise, that will be the worst wedding speech of all wedding speeches.

If you wonder what I am doing for a living, well, the usual I must say... Working with Gregg and Trevor as I have done in the past! Making everybody happy with our campaigns, promotions, and advertisements. I already know a lot of famous people we have hired for our commercials, and life is good so far. I cannot complain!