Need Me

I dont want to be alone right now

Alec's POV:
I wake up and groan. Damn my ass hurts.
I lazily go to my floor and pick out an outfit. I decide on fishnets (obvi my favorite) and a long ass sweatshirt that goes a bit past my knees.
I get dressed, brush my teeth and grab my bag to head to school. I can hear my dad in the kitchen so I just go out my window, not in the mood for his bullshit.
I walk to school and once I get there, people are laughing at me.
Oh god what did I do this time?
I start towards my locker and see Jace. He stops me and pulls me aside.
"Fuck, Alec! I was worried sick! You didn't answer my texts or calls and-" He cit himself off and reached his hand to my eye.
"Did your dad to this?" He looks at me worriedly. Eyebrows scrunched together.
"Look, it's fine ok? Don't worry bout it." I reassure him although I'm not fine. Nothing is fine.
"Alec this can't keep happening." He sternly told me.
I roll my eyes and walk away.
"Wait!" He calls after me, grabbing my arm. "Why don't we skip yeah?" He hesitantly asks.
"Why?" I narrow my eyes at him.
"I don't know."
I start to walk away but he grabs my wrist again and says, "seriously. Don't go to your locker." He warns.
What the fuck is he going on about?
"Let me go Jace."
He walks behind me and I get to my locker, only to see people crowded around with their phones out.
I look at Jace and he puts his head down. I go up to my locker and I see things written on it in sharpie. People start laughing and recording.
It has slut, faggot, #manwhore, Kys, written all over my locker.
I want to cry and punch someone all at once.
I open my locker only to be greeted with a bunch of dildos falling out. What the actual fuck!
People start yelling things out at me, calling me names.
I turn around and look at everyone with a blank face and look at Jace. He looks guilty, like he did it or something. My eyebrows scrunch together and I can feel tears prick my eyes.
I can't catch a fucking break.
I sling my bag over my shoulder and walk down the hall toward the door. People started throwing the nasty dildos at me as I walked out and I feel like I'm in some sick Highschool drama. I ignore the comments. I ignore everyone.
And I walk home.
Alone.
And fuckin sad.
I open the door and slam it shut. I then throw my backpack across the room and slam my fists into the door.
I don't understand. Why does everyone hate me so much?
Then a wave of sadness hits me and I slide my back down the door and hugged my knees. I cried because I can. Because no one is here to yell at me or to record it so I don't have to keep it in. Eventually, exhaustion hit me and I let my legs lay flat and my arms drop to my sides as my head lolled back against the door.
I close my eyes.
Everything is just too much.

It's now 5:30 pm and I didn't receive any texts from Jace. My dad isn't home so I'm left with me, myself and I.
Great.
I get on Facebook and I see a video pop up.
A video of me.
I click on it and move so I'm sitting crossed legged on my bed.
The video begins.
You see my locker with the words all over it. Then you see me waking up and opening my locker after a pause. Then the dildos. Then the laughing and name calling. Then me running out and shit being thrown at me.
Then the video ends.
I look at the comments. They read;
What a freak
God man just kill yourself
What is wrong with him? He's such a freak.
#manslut haha
Did you see his face? Classic !

I couldn't read anymore. I exited out and went to my contacts, clicking on Jace's.
My fingers hover over the keys and then I just turn my phone off.
Going over to my dresser, I grab pills and weed. I might as well make everything stop for a bit.

Jace's POV:
I feel so awe full. I don't know who did it for sure but I have a good guess.
The fucking football players.
They are conceited pricks.
I decide to not go down for dinner tonight. It's not worth all the questions.
I hear a knock at my door and say 'come in'.
Zayn, my brother, comes in.
I look at him, expecting him to need something but he just sits down in front of me on the bed.
"Hey. Listen, I'm worried about you ok? You haven't been yourself lately. Your my little bro and I worry about you." He confesses.
"I'm not acting differently" I defend.
"So about this boy.... do you like him?" He questions.
"Well I mean-yeah but just as friends."
"No one cares if you like him as more than that." He looks straight at me.
"I-I kinda like him. Like, more than friends?" Zayn nods and I continue. "I'm just, scared. I mean, it's so confusing. He's really confusing. I mean He flirts with everyone. He dresses pretty slutty but honestly I find him adorable."
Zayn just smiles at my rambling.
"His dad is a drunk and his mom is a druggie and is rarely home. He said that he drags her passed out body into the house so she doesn't freeze." My brothers face falls.
"His dad doesn't accept him being gay and I just-ugh I worry so much. People at school are horrible to him." I don't know why I'm telling Zayn all this but ...
"You have to be there for him. Show him that someone cares. That he's worth so much more than people say." My brother tells me.
"I know. And I try but he's such a closed off person."
"Just- don't give up on him. I can tell you really like him." My brother pats my shoulder, smiles, then leaves my room.
I really do like Alec.
And I just came out to my brother.
I really don't want to be alone right now and I need to know if Alec is ok. I'm so worried about him.
So, I take out my phone to text Alec.
To Alec <3 : hey. I'm worried about you and I don't want to be alone right now. I bet you don't want to either. I'll pick you up and you can stay at my place if you want?

A few minutes later I get a reply.
From Alec<3 : I don't want to be alone.
That's all I needed to hear before I grabbed my keys and jacket, heading to my car to pick him up.

Once I get to Alec's house, I open the door without even knocking. Honestly, I just don't care. "Alec?!" I yell.
He then comes out looking like he's been crying for hours. His eyes are red and he's fiddling with his shirt sleeves.
"Cmon." I take his hand and he squeezed it tightly.
"I'm so sorry about what happened today. I saw it and I just-" I got interrupted by him saying,
"It's ok. I should've listened."
We get into the car and the drive to my house is silent.
I hate seeing him so upset.
We pull into the drive way and we both get out. I take his hand in mine and walk Into the house.
My mom comes in and says, "oh hello Alec! It's good to see you again."
He just smiles lightly and my mom looks at our interlocked hands and smiles.
I tug Alec upstairs and I ask him if he want to sleep. He nods his head and I take off my jacket and jeans, leaving me in boxers and a t shirt. Alec stays in his hoodie and fishnets. I crawl into bed and he follows after me.
We lay down facing each other. "Alec..." I trail off.
He just snuggles closer to me and I instinctively wrap my arms around him.
We lay like this for awhile, eyes closed, until I can feel Alec shaking and my shirt gets damp.
He's crying.
"Hey hey it's ok. I've got you baby." I whisper, holding him tighter.
His cries get harder and he can't keep it muffled anymore so now I hear it. It pains me to see him in pain. He's so beautiful. This isn't fair.
"Please don't leave me." Alec whispers into my shirt.
"Never." I assure.
We drift off to sleep. Me holding him and his cries slowly dying out.

A/U
Sorry for the late update oops. Also this is a longer chapter cuz a lot of shit went down.
Anyways... how was your day?
I hope you enjoyed the chapter.
QOTD: What is your favorite feature or aspect of yourself?
I like my grunge look haha.