Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

Maybe if we face up to this we can make it through this

Elli's P.O.V

As I walked toward the exit of the hospital, I braced myself for what was about to happen. Harry had already warned me that there were loads of paparazzi out there. I started to feel a little queasy and my head was spinning slightly. y hand was locked with Harry's as we walked together. I had my sunglasses on because even though it was'nt that sunny outside, I did'nt want people to be able to recognise me easily as Harry Styles' girlfriend when I went out in the future.

"Don't worry El, we'll be home soon" he said.

"I'm not worried" I lied. I could feel my forehead sweating. I must have looked a right mess. My wrist was still in a sling and under my top I had a bandage over where the stab wound was. Not to mention I had a ton of bruises on my body. I looked so out of place next to Harry. He was perfect. He had gorgeous hair and to die for eyes. His smile showed his beautiful dimples and perfect teeth. Then there was me, battered, bruised and broken. I was wearing a dress than fell halfway above my knee with some cream knee high socks. The dress was a lovely burgundy colour but I looked like nothing special in in. Harry ha put his jacket around my shoulders and my hair was straight and flowing down to my waist.

"You're a really bad liar El" Harry said chuckling.

"Well, I guess I am a little nervous. I've always been a teeny bit camera shy" I admitted. He laughed and I looked away as I felt the heat rush to my cheeks. The doors opened and ther must have been at least 200 people outside. I could hear the fans screaming at Harry and the cameras were flashing alot.

I don't quite know how we did it but we managed to get through the crowd f screaming girls until we were just a few steps away from the van. I felt someone grab my wrist as my hand let go of Harry's. I flinched and tugged my hand away. It was a small girl who had grabbed my hand. She was little and had blond hair and glasses. Her cheeks were Rosy-red and she was smiling faintly.

Harry noticed I had let go of his hand and came and stood next to me. He put his arm around my shoulders and we both crouched down to the girls height.

"Are you Harry Styles?" she said to Harry.

"Yes I am, what's your name?".

"My...my names Lily" she answered. She was clearly nervous.

"How old are you Lily?" Harry continued.

"I'm seven but I'll be eight in two weeks" she replied. "Do you mind if I have a photo taken with you?" she asked.

"Of course I don't mind" he answered. Lily then tugged the arm of an older girl standing next to her.

"Isabel, will you take the photo please?" she asked her. The older girl was about a year or two younger than me and looked just like Lily. I presumed they were sisters. She then turned to face me. "Will you be in it to?" she asked. Woah! This was odd. No one had ever wanted their photo taken with me before. I smiled at her.

"Of course I will" I said.Harry put his arm around her and I stood next to her. The photo was taken and a body guard came over, ushering us into the van. I sat next to harry and he put his arm around me. I Lent my head on his shoulder. The windows were tinted so i could'nt really see what was going on outside.

 I opened the window that was next to me and looked out of it. People were rushing around to work and sat at coffee shops. I saw a lady sat at a table with her boyfriend and baby. That could have been me and Harry. That would have been me and Harry. I felt a tear roll down my cheek and wiped it before Harry could see.

The van came to a stop outside our block of flats. I had taken my glasses of because of the tinted windows in the van and I was now completely recognizable. As I walked into the building I heard someone shout and I turned around. Someone took a photo and ran off before I could even react. It was then that I realise that there was a mob of fans standing there. I was quite shocked by the amount of people,