Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

Hands are silent, voice is numb

Elli's P.O.V

I woke up and wiped the sleep from my eyes. The room was empty and silent. I turned on the TV and saw that One Direction were at a TV interview. But where was Harry? I listened closely to what the boys were saying.

"So, do you have any comments about Harry's new mystery girl?" the lady asked them.

Louis answered "She's lovely and her and Harry are very happy together". The boys nodded.

"So happy that he missed this interview to be with her?" she continued.

"It's complicated" Niall said.

The lady gave a curious look at the boys. Harry waled in and sat on the bed with me. He put his arm around me and kissed my forehead. "Why are'nt you at the interview?" I asked.

"I thought that being here with you was more important than a TV interview" he replied letting out a small chuckle. I smiled and focused on the interview again.

"They're talking about me Haz" I said. He did'nt say anything.

"That's all we've got time for" the interviewer said as she shook the boys hands and they left. Harry's phone started to ring. He pulled it out of his pocket and started to talk to someone.

"El, are you up for visitors?" he asked me. I nodded my head. "I'll see you in five minutes then" he said into the phone. "Liam and Niall are coming over, Zayn and Louis said they'll pop by tonight because they've got some things to do first".

"Okay" I said as I snuggled into his chest. He ran his fingers through my hair. The doctor walked into the room.

"How are you feeling?" he asked.

"Not great" I answered.I tried to sit up and I let out a small yelp as I clenched my stomach with my good hand. Harry's arm tightened around me.

"You have a visitor El" he continued. I presumed it was Liam. The doctor than turned to face Harry. "I'll need to talk you through some of El's medication Mr Styles". He ushered Harry out of the room.

"I'll be right back" Harry whispered into my ear. They both left the room and Someone entered. I did'nt look up.

"Hi Li...". It was'nt Liam. I opened my mouth to scream but I could'nt find the words.

"Hello El" he said. It was Taylor. He'd found me and was standing at the edge of my bed. I found my courage.

"Get out" I said reaching for the bleeper beside my bed. He grabbed my wrist, moved the bleeper out of my reach and pushed my hand away. I took a deep breath.

"I thought I'd never find you again, but here you are". He stroked my cheek and I tried to to push his hand bac. He grabbed my wrist and twisted it. i let out a small yelp.

"What are you doing here?" I said.

"I've come to take you home El, to our home. Everything can be how it was and we can forget all about this".

"How it was! You mean go back to you being violent and abusive while I'm a prisoner in my own home! Go away! I never want to see you again! Get out!" I  said my voice shaking.

"Don't you ever say that again El! You ungrateful cow!" he spat. "Your coming home with me sooner or later".

"How about never!"

"Don't you understand El? Your mine and your coming home with me. Don't worry, I know all about you and that boy El.". I felt the tears starting up in my eyes.

"You know nothing about us!" I screamed. "I'm finally happy, can't you just leave me alone? I don't want you in my life anymore! I don't need you anymore! Me and Harry are happy together!". He twisted my wrist and put his face close to mine.

"Aww, is'nt that sweet? You think he loves you, you think he actually wants you? Well he does'nt want you. Who would? Your nothing. come home with me. He does'nt want you, He does'nt need you". I looked away and started to cry.

"Leave me alone! Please! Please just go!". He ran his fingers through my hair and tugged them at the ends. I let out a small cry of pain and pushed him away by his chest.

"How dare you?" he said as he smacked me across the face. "Don't ever do that again" he said putting his face even closer to mine. He punched my stomach. I heard voices outside the door and Harry opened it. Taylor quickly slid under the bed. My body was shaking violently and I was gasping for breath. I clenched my stomach and Harry ran to my side. He took my hand and was so busy concentrating on me he did'nt notice Taylor leave the room.

"Help! Help! Someone please!"  he called. The doctor came running into my room. Harry held my hand and stroked my hair. "It's gonna be okay babe. I promise". He kissed my hand and tears started to stream down his face.

"Harry..." the pain was unbearable. I stopped gasping for breath and my head fell onto the pillow. I was now surrounded by about five doctors. My eyes started to close and I tried to keep them open. I felt my strength rapidly disappearing. Everything stopped. I could'nt hear or see anything anymore. Most importantly I could'nt see or hear Harry.

Harry's P.O.V

"El, stay with me! Help her please!". I did'nt care who saw me, I let the tears flow freely from my eyes. A doctor put his arm on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry but your going to need to leave the room" he said. I kept hold of her hand as I saw her heart rate slowing down.

"No! I won't leave her! I can't leave her!" I said. The door opened and Liam and Niall came bursting in.

"What's going on?" Liam asked as a look of horror swept across his face.

"Sorry but you all need to leave". The doctor looked directly at me. "We can help her but you need to wait outside". I did'nt want to go. I felt my heart racing and Liam put his arm around my shoulder.

"I can't leave her Liam! I can't! I can't! She needs me please!". I felt my whole body shaking. I wiped away my tears and cried into Liam's shoulder.

"Come on Haz. We need to let the doctors do there job" Liam said. Niall came other and put his hand on my back.

"Liams right, we should wait outside"  he said. I reluctuntly went with them. I sat down on the chair and buried my head in my hands.

"I don't understand" I said shaking my head. "She was fine, she was okay and then I left... Why did I leave? I should've stayed! I should've been there for her. She needed me and I was'nt there."

"What happened Haz? How did she go from being fine to... to... to all that?" Liam asked.

"I...I don't know. She was fine. Then I left and when I came back she... she was crying. She was crying and she was in pain and she was..." I could'nt finish my sentence.

"I'm sorry Haz" Niall said patting my back.

"It's my fault! It's all my fault!". I stood up and punched the wall.

"It's no ones fault Harry. These things happen" Liam said.

"She'll be okay? Won't she?" I said.

"Honestly Haz, I don't know".