Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

I'm broken, do you here me?

Elli's P.O.V

I walked home with Niall's arm around my shoulder. I did'nt want to say anything. Niall was one of my best friends. Harry had'nt answered the phone when I rang him so I just left a message. He must have been worried sick when I left like that. I wanted to ask Niall how he was but I was afraid of the answer. Why was I such I chicken?

"Niall?" I asked as we walked along the empty pathway. He did'nt say anything. He just looked at me with his blue eyes. "How was he...when I left?" I manage to let the question escape my mouth.

"Ermm". Oh no! It was bad was'nt it. I'm such a horrible person! How could I let this happen? "Well...he was'nt to bad at first". At first, that meant it got worse..."But a few hours later he started to panic. He was pacing up an down the room and would'nt leave the phone".

I did'nt know what to say. What could I say? I opened my mouth to speak but I could'nt find the words. I rested my head on Niall's shoulder.

Someone walked round the corner of the street. They started to walk towards us quickly. As they walked under the light of the lamppost I recognised them instantly. How could I not miss those perfect, brown curls? I smile grew across my face as I saw him speed up and run towards me. I ran out of Niall's arms.

It was Harry who was running towards me. I wrapped my arms around him as he held me in his arms. He had both of his arms around my waist an I looked into his deep green eyes. I had my head rested on his shoulder and he put his face next to my ear. His warm breath tickle my cheeks and sent tingles own my spine.

"You're safe" he whispered, placing a kiss on my forehead. I di'nt know what to say so I just nodded my head. I pulled away slightly so my head was no longer on his shoulder an I was once again looking into his eyes.

"I'm sorry Harry" I said. "I should have told you where I was. please forgive me i did'nt mean to..." He put his finger on my lips and smiled.

"Shhh" he whispered. "You're safe and that's all that matters". He pulled me closer to him and I lent my head on his chest as I listened to his heartbeat. "Let's get you home". Niall walked over to the two of us.

"I'm gonna go home now that I know El's safe" he said.

"Thank you" I said as I ran up to him and gave him a quick hug. He turned and left. Harry and I sat down on a nearby bench.

"I've booked us a hotel for tonight. I think its best that I don't take you home straight away". I nodded. He was right. I don't think that I could face going home right now.

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I walked out of the bathroom and saw Harry laying on the bed watching a movie. "What are you watching?" I asked as I sat down on the bed next to him.

"X-men" he answered. He put his arm around my waist and I leaned my my head against his chest. I smiled. I love it when Harry held me like this. It made me feel so safe and secure inside his arms. His lips crushed against mine as he held me. He lifted me up on to his chest as we kissed each other passionately. His hand lowered from my waist waist and rested on my bum. My hands were on his chest as he pulled me closer to him. He kissed along my jaw line.

I rolled over so Harry was now on top of me. I felt his warm, fresh breath tickling my neck as he began to kiss down it. He brang his face back up to mine smiling and snaked one arm around his neck, pulling him closer to me. Harry placed a kiss once again on my lips and I allowed his tongue entry into my mouth.

We rolled once again so that I was now on top of him. he sat up and I was on his lap, facing him with my legs wrapped around his waist. He hoisted me up and held me against the wall. I ran my fingers through his curls as he held me gently where I was. Things were really starting to get hot. He took off his top and revealed his perfect, muscular body. His hands started to undo the buttons of my blouse.

I started to think about that night. How my attacker started to undo my top. i thought about what he was after an his reasons for doing what he did. This thought sent a shiver own my spine. No El, you need to forget. Forget about what he did, he's not here anymore.

I continued to kiss Harry as he started to gently remove my blouse. I then remembered the bandage that was covering my stomach. covering the mark that would constantly remind me of everything that had happened. I saw the man's face in my mind and turned my face away from Harry.

I started to put on my blouse again an do up the buttons. Noticing this, Harry took a step away.

"I'm sorry" I whispered. "I can't do this Haz". He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me. He put his lips close to my ear.

"Don't be sorry El" he said. He placed a kiss on my forehead and then on my lips. "We don't have to do anything you don't want to".

"Thank you" I said, giving him a smile. He picked me up and carried me over to the bed, 'bridal style'. He layed down on the bad and I layed on his chest. He kissed my forehead.

"When I was on the X-factor, I never thought that I would actually find a girl who liked me for me and not because I was famous. I was never really that into any of my relationships. Your different to all the other girls I've met El". He let out a small chuckle.

"Is that a good thing?" I asked.

"Of course it is. I actually find it quite funny that the night I met you, you did'nt recognise me. Most girls see me and start screaming."

"Yup, I'm not your typical girl" I said jokingly.

"No, your my girl" Harry said. I kissed his fore head and sat up.

"I'm going to go and get in to my pyjamas. I'll be right back". I skipped of into the bathroom to get changed. Weird I know because we've already had sex and everything, but I did'nt want Harry to see my bruises. I quickly got changed and brushed my teeth. I took my hair out of the ponytail it was in and let it flow freely. i gave it a quick brush and walked into the room.

Harry was putting on a DVD and was only wearing his underwear. His boy was perfect. I went over to him and gave him a hug.

"No Pyjamas?" I asked. I was'nt really complaining but he might get very cold in the night.

"I usually sleep naked" he answered. I'd never actually seen Harry in his pyjamas because I would always go to bed before him an when he did come into my room, he was usually still dressed.

"Won't you get cold?" I said as I let out a small giggle.

"No, I'm always hot". I had to admit, for someone who was walking around semi-naked, he was surprisingly warm.

"So what film are we watching?" I said as I skipped of to the bed holding Harry's hand.

"Twilight, I have'nt seen it before and Lou says it's quite good". I got under the duvet an Harry put his arms around me.  I snuggled up close to him. I started to drift of to sleep in Harry's arms. I was so comfortable in his arms.

I woke up quite late the next day and Harry was'nt beside me. I sat up and looke around the room. I saw Harry come out of the bathroom and he was'nt wearing any clothes.

"El!" he said shocked. He ran to a chair that a towel an used it to cover himself up. I let out a small chuckle. His face went bright red. "I thought you were still asleep"

"Relax Haz, I've seen it all before" I said as I hopped out of bed. He quickly got dressed in the room while I got changed in the bathroom.

"So, what are we doing today Haz?" I asked as I came out of the bathroom brushing my hair.

"Well, me and the boys are playing a gig later so we need to get to the venue and start rehearsing. I'd really like it if you came along as well El".

"Of course I will" I answered. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips.