Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

All we wanna have is fun, but they say that we're to young,

Harry's P.O.V

Somebody knocked on the hotel room door and I got up to see who it was. I was the boys.

"Hi" I said as I ushered for them to enter the room. El was still sat on the bed watching the TV as we ha been all morning.

"Hi Haz!" said Louis with a tone of enthusiasm in his voice. El then got up to say hello as well. Lou gave her a hug and said "Next time you guys want some alone time, all you need to do is ask. You don't nee to book a hotel room". He winked at me and el and started chuckling.

I turned around to see the other boys' reactions. Zayn and Niall were letting out small chuckles while Liam had a look of seriousness on his face. I'd forgotten just how protective Liam was over his sisters and El was now one of them.

Louis turned to the rest of the boys and said "I think that we should go and get some food and leave these guys alone for a while".

"Sounds like a great idea!" Niall chirped in.

They left the room so it was just the three of us. Me, Liam and El. I put my arm around El. This was'nt going to be good.

"How long?" he asked. Of course Liam did'nt know that we had been sleeping with each other! He was at the coffee machine when I told Louis and I could;nt tell him when he said that his parents would adopt her.

"Just once...two weeks ago" I answered.

"You'd only been going out for a month". He put his head in his hands and sighed. "Were you safe?"

This was extremely awkward, I felt El hug me tighter as she looked up at me waiting for my reply. The sensible thing to do here would be to say yes. Liam was like a brother to me, could I really do that?

"Were you?" he asked.

"No" El answered. I saw Liam's hand ball into a fist as he took a deep breath.

"You should've been. You got lucky this time, but what if you get pregnant next time El?" He shot a quick glance at me but was now speaking mainly to both of us,

"I did and I'm sorry". I saw a tear roll down her face so I wiped it away with my thumb. Liam's jaw dropped as El left my arms and gave him a hug.

"What? El why did'nt you say anything? How long have you been pregnant for?" Liam asked. Because he did'nt know about the baby, he had know idea that El and I had lost the baby. I felt the tears start in my eyes but I pushed them back. I could'nt cry. I needed to be strong, for El.

"We lost the baby Liam. The night El was attacked was the night it...it...". I could'nt get the words out. El walked over to me and gave me a hug. She gave my hand a squeeze to reassure me. Liam did'nt need me to finish my sentence. He already knew what I was about to say.

"I'm so sorry. I did'nt realise". It was'nt his fault. Liam was'nt there when we told everyone else and we had never really discussed it with the others.

"It's okay Liam" El said as she gave him a quick smile.

"We should probably go and meet up with the others" I announced. El and Liam both nodded and we walked out of the hotel room together.

Elli's P.O.V

"Boy's your on in five" one of the assistants said as the boys and I were all sat down on the sofa backstage. The boys all stood up an I got up too. Harry pulled me close to him and held my waist. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

"Good luck" I said before he let go of me to go on stage. It was a bit awkward being sat by myself backstage. I did'nt really know anyone. Paul was there but I did'nt know him that well. I decided that I would go to the bar and get a coke or something to pass the time. Not many people hand recognised me as Harry Styles' girlfriend and I was sort of thankful for it.