Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

My Judgements clouded, like tonight's sky

Elli's P.O.V

Harry was knocking on the door rapidly. I just held onto my stomach and waited for the pain to stop though. It was hurting like mad. I brought my knees up to my chest and took out my phone. I did'nt know who to call. I did'nt know who I could call.

Who would understand? No one. No one would understand, but Harry might. Harry might listen. It was worth a try. I put my phone away and stood up with what little strength I had left in me. I opened the door and harry's eyes widened.

"El" he said, wrapping his arms around me. I did'nt hug him back. I did'nt know what to do. He soon pulled away from me. "You've been bleeding again". Not knowing hot to respond, I just nodded my head once.

I looked at the small drops of blood behind me and started to feel faint. I started to wobble, but used the wall to keep myself up.

"We need to get you home love" Harry said, wrapping his arms around my waist. Wait, what? was'nt he supposed to be mad at me. The baby was'nt his. Was'nt he supposed to want me out of his life forever now?

"Harry, why...Why are'nt you..."

"Mad?". I nodded my head. He kissed my cheek. "Because you have'nt done anything wrong. This baby may not be mine. But it's yours. I'll be with you every step of the way" he whispered. I wrapped my arms around him too.

"But Harry, I'm not sure that I want the baby aborted".

"Then I'll support you no matter what. If you keep the baby, it will be our baby. You'll never have to face things alone". He placed his hand on my stomach.

Raising the child as his own would be so hard for him. To have to care and love for a child that who's father was a rapist would be even worse. Not to mention the amount of rumors that would go around. It's all my fault.

"I love you Harry".

"I love you too".

"Take me home now?". He nodded his head.

* * * * *

We boarded the plane and took our seats. Harry's hand never broke away from mine on our way here and He occasionally asked me how I was feeling.

I sat by the window and Lent my head on Harry's chest. He kissed my fore head and started to rub circles on the back of my hand with his thumb.

"Excuse me?" asked a young girl of about fifteen. "Are you H-Harry Styles?" she asked Harry. I immediately took my head of Harry's chest and looked out of the window.

Of course i did'nt mind being seen with Harry. It was just that we could'nt look too much like a couple in public. Everyone knew that Harry had a girlfriend, they just did'nt know it was me.

"Yes I am" he answered.

"Oh my God! I can't believe it! Could you erm...would you mind..." she was clearly a little starstruck from him. I looked out of the corner of my eye to see she was holding a photo and a pen.

"Signing something? Of course not!", Harry took the photo and signed it. They then took a photo together as well.

I had to admit, Harry was really good with the fans and gave up a lot of time for them.

"Just one more thing, if you don't mind me asking?" she said. Harry nodded his head and she Lent her head down to whisper in his ear.

"Yeah" Harry answered, smiling to himself. The girl looked at me, smiled and walked off. She was with what looked like her little sister and mum. She whispered something to them and they all looked over at me. I shifted uncomfortably.