Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

I lie awake just to convince myself that this was'nt just a dream

Elli's P.O.V

I looked around the room. I could'nt believe it. I gasped and slowly walked up to the wall that was covered in photos of me. I stood in front of them, staring blankly. I brushed them with the tips of my fingers and lent my head against the wall. I felt someone hold my waist and turn me around. it was Harry. It was only when I turned around to face him that I noticed the writing on my wall. I sighed and felt my body shaking.

It was too much for me to handle. I released myself from Harry's arms and walked out of the door. As I entered the living room Danielle stood up with her mouth open, not knowing what to say. I just kept walking. I went out of the front door. Crap! I had forgotten about all of the fans. There was only two paths away from my flat and they were either the one that was bombarded with fans or the small alley down the side of the building. I definitely was'nt going down the alley.

I braced myself for what I was about to do. I ran into the crowd of screaming fans and pushed my way through. I find my way out and took a deep breath. I did'nt know where I wanted to go. I did'nt know where I could go.

I walked quickly down the pathway with my head down, facing the pavement. I took no notice of my surroundings and kept walking. How? How did he get into my house? How did he know where I was? Where were all of the photo's from?

Don't worry El, Harry will keep you safe. He promised. But then a thought about that night in the alley. About how alone and vulnerable I was. He'd found me so easily and I'd put everyone in danger. What if he hurts my family.

I felt the tears start up in my eyes but I pushed them back. I was'nt going to cry over him. Not this time. I carried on walking as thoughts like ran through my head. I entered a small park that was practically empty other than a few people taking walks. I looked at how happy everyone was. Why did my life have to be so complicated?

I sat down on a bench and tried to forget about what had happened, but it seems that no matter how hard I tried I could'nt. I took out my phone to text Harry where I was. I probablty should'nt have walked out on them like that. They would all be worrying themselves. I wrote:

'Sorry about earlier. Needed time to think. Gone to the park xox'.

I pressed the send button but I had no signal. I really was'nt in the mood to go home so I put in my headphones and tried to forget the world.

Harry's P.O.V

She walked out of the room.

"El!" I called after her. She kept going. I did'nt know what to do so I stood there frozen, not knowing wether or not to go after her. I heard the front door slam shut. She'd gone.

"Should we go after her?" Niall asked. I shook my head.

"No, she probably just needs some time to think" I answered. I walked out of the room and out of the front door. I heard footsteps behind me. It was Louis. I turned around to face him. His eyes were full of worry and he was'nt smiling like his usual self.

"Harry, what are'nt you telling me?" he asked.

"Nothing Lou. Don't worry about it." I answered. The truth was that my girlfriend's obsessive and abusive ex was stalking her and trying to ruin her life! But I could'nt tell Lou. I promised El that I would'nt.

"Harry, I know you better than that. There is something your not telling me". What was I going to do? Louis clearly was'nt going to let the subject go easily. I could'nt tell him though, I made a promise.

"Lou, I'm sorry but I can't tell you". Please, please let it go...

"Remember what we said Harry? During the X-factor? We said that we would'nt keep secrets". As usual, Louis had a point.