Nothings Fine I'm Torn (A One Direction Fanfic)

I get weak, my body fails I'm on my knees

Elli's P.O.V

The room started to spin and I felt extremely faint.

"I need some air" I said, before getting up an walking out onto the balcony. The moon was out and the air was extremely chilly. I lent on the railings and looked over at the sea.

It was calm and a beautiful deep blue.

How could this happen? Jake had killed mine and Harry's child and now I was carrying his. How was I supposed to tell him? It wasn't fair on him to keep it a secret from him, I was going to tell him, I just didn't know how.

He's not going to want this baby when he finds out its not his. He probably won't even want me. Why would he?

I had to tell him though, and soon. The longer it took me to say something, the more hurt he'd be when he found out. I couldn't do it tonight though. It would have to wait until tomorrow.

My head started to spin and I felt sick. I put both hands on my stomach. There was a sharp pain in my stomach, something I'd never experienced before. It was entirely new to me and I didn't like it one bit.

I dropped to my knees in pain with my arms wrapped around my stomach. What was wrong with me? This definitely wasn't the usual type of sickness you it when you were pregnant, so what was it? I remembered feeling sick last time, but the pain in my stomach was completely new to me.

"El!" I heard Harry call from the doorway . He instantly ran to my side and helped me to my feet. I kept one hand on my stomach while my other arm fell to my side, lifeless. It wasn't long until my other arm did as well. What on earth was wrong with me. "Whats wrong El?" he continued. His voice was full of worry and concern. I shook my head.

I battled with myself to keep my eyes open. I could feel myself swaying gently from side to side. It was no good. I felt even more faint that I had done before.

"I...I..." I couldn't finish my sentence. I gave in to the darkness and let it drag me under.

Harry's P.O.V

Her eyes closed and she collapsed. I quickly caught her and dropped to my knees. I shook her gently.

"El, El!". It was no good. She was unconscious. I picked her up in my arms and carried her into the bedroom, 'Bridal Style'. I moved back the covers and placed her on the bed. I touched her cheek and she was freezing cold, but the weather outside was so warm?

I'm sure that this wasn't normal for someone, pregnant or not. I checked the test again. I was still shocked at the news that El was pregnant.

She shivered and I put an extra blanket over her. What on earth wash ring with her? Her face was pale and she was as cold as ice. This wasn't good. The only people near us were 10 minutes away and I couldn't risk leaving El alone, not like this anyway.

I had to turn to the only person I thought at could. Louis.

I pulled out My phone and searched my phone book until I found his number. I rang his phone, desperately waiting for him to answer.

"Harry?" he asked.

"Lou! I need your help. I don't know what to d and there's no one else here and..."

"Calm down Haz, what's the problem?"

"It's El. She's fainted and I don't know what to do or why"

"Relax. She's probably just fainted from the heat, it must be boiling out there"

"That's just it though. She's ice-cold. Something happened and she said she needed some air and when I went out there, she was on the floor. Her arms were wrapped around her stomach. At first I thought it was because she was... But then when she got up, she collapsed in my arms."