Why when I treat my friends good,
They treat me bad?
Why when I make my friends happy,
They make me so sad?
Why when my friends come happy...
The happiness, they share?
And when I become happy...
They tell me “We don't care”?
Why when one of them is late...
The phone, my friends hold?
And when I am late,
They leave me very cold?
Why when one of them do bad,
My friends say you did well?
And when I do bad,
They all start to yell?
Why when I tell my friends
That my heart will break,
They all answer
“What you are saying is a fake”?
Why when they are talking and
I come and say “What is it?”, they answer
“It is not of your business. It is a secret”?
And when I celebrate my birthday,
I invite them all?
And when they celebrate their birthdays,
They say “If it is you, we won't call”?
Every time when there is something wrong,
Myself, I blame?
Even that no one of you
Calls or says my name?
I feel low-spirited,
I feel like I am not liked by you
And I don't want you to say
That this is true!
Don't tell me that
I am going to be deleted from your history!
If it happens, I guess...
I will live my life in misery
If you want to banish me,
I won't come back
I am out of your life,
Even if your life became black
Do you know that from me,
You can be away?
You banished me...
From me, away, you stay
You have the last chance
So, that we can be together
Or… we can be away from each other forever
This was the very first poem I've ever written. It has been 4 years since I wrote this poem, when I was facing a real trouble with my friends. At that time, I was a 13-year-old middle student.
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