Behind My Smile

Cruelty Towards Me

In this wide world, I don't think I fit
The flame of my hopes can't be lit
Reality is just too hard to admit,
And crime is soo close to commit
Life is a tough game, I can't play it
I don't have energy to continue, I quit

I'm just not what the world and people like
My fate is in their hands and they decide
Whether I'd live depressed and yet be alive
Or I'd be hated and in this world and hide
No matter how big the world is and wide,
I'd never find my place, nor find my guide

The world judges me 'cause I know no-one
In my own world, I don't think I'll see the sun
I see everyone, talking, judging and making fun
And I've nowhere in this earth to escape and run
Even if the world ended and it'd be done
Torturing me, then, would have begun

The world shows its cruelty towards me
And people can realize this fact and see
However, people are too cruel to rescue me
They laugh at how the world can't lemme free
Others don't take an action and they agree
They can't spare my soul, cause I'm a she

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